1. Superhost was FANTASTIC!
caught last nights finals and I was utterly impressed by a few of the contestants..like my dad puts it..they speak like as though they're chasing a train..haha..*choo choo..anywayz, it was nice lars..and expectedly, li teng and cui fang were the only 2 left standing..(: no comments about cuifang's winning..cuz i believe both she and li teng were the best hosts so far..
2. was on the bus just now and I gave up my sit to this old grandma..then a chinese woman saw what I did and did the same thing as me, only to give up her sit to someone who's about the same age as her! WAH! Wat a JOKE mans..everyone was LOOKING at her..perhaps wondering why she gave up her sit...and mind you, she didn't alight at the next stop lars..in fact, she alighted later than me...wah kaos! learning from me to be a good citizen?? OH PLEASE!
3. emotions built up within me that day and I finally let it out, only to receive scoldings from my dad. I HATE IT! You can't blame me if I'm feeling all the stress and when everyone's talking about it. The least you could do was to let me cry it all out and not scold me. I've already been feeling really stressed out by whatever's going to lend in my hands on 1st march. Verbal assaults and accusations added more to the emotions that I've been feeling within.
4. Work nowadays have been really hectic. With the higher authorities scolding us and hurling us with words that are not meant for us in fact. Accusations that are made upon our department really put us down. So many of us couldn't take whatever you said. All because of complains from somewhere..We believe its a right for us to take our lunch breaks..furthermore, its stated in our CONTRACT mind you..staggering our lunch times is a must but ain't we doing it now?? Unless you expect all of us to stay in office the whole day and even report to you if we are going to the toilet..oh what pOo~ pOo~ do you think we are?!?!? :(
aBoUt LoVe..
7:20 PM.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
A level results out on 1st march!
Is that a fear or a reason for me to rejoice? It was just 2 years back when I last received my O level results from Mrs Koh..& on 1st march, I'll be receiving my A level results from ms chiew. Ask me if I'm excited? I definitely am. But amidst the excitedness, there carries a sense of fear and insecurity. All because I'm not hypnotised by the fact that watever you do, you'll SURELY get into a Uni after your A levels in NY. The fact that I haven't been doing well in NY tells that this coming A level release might not be one that I'm looking forward to. Results that I might not at the least expect.
I wanna do well and get on to the Uni. Isn't that wat everyone's looking forward to? But if everyone wants to get into the Uni and there are limited spaces for the course you want to do, is it still worthwhile fighting and competing with so many people just for that one place in the Uni? But if you don't do well and not get into a Uni, where will you end up then meLinDa?? End up working for a year like your sis?? Or get yourself a place in the Poly and study for another 3 years, when by then, all your peers would have already graduated from the Uni with a Bachelor in something?? Or better still..a Honours??
Is that what I really want? To be stopped at this position of the education ladder that I've already climb so far all because of the A levels?? No! I wouldn't want to. Its everyone's dream to move on and climb higher. Its my dream too.
You'll be there, I know you'll be there with me on the day of the release..Thanks!(:
aBoUt LoVe..
1:45 PM.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Is it true that true love doesn't last forever?
Then why is it that when we thought it would last, something bad would happen eventually?
Why is it that 2 people deeply in love have to go through so much just to be together?
Why is it that people around them can't give that go ahead for them to be together?
Is being in love a matter of 2 people or many?
Why is it then that a relationship between 2 people has to be interrupted by people who are irrelevant?
Why must they be broken up?
Why? Why? Why?
She told me whatever she had been going through. Why is it that he doesn't offer her a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on when she needed one? Still considered her bf? Then why do you still try to argue with her over the smallest things when she was in a bad mood? Making things worse? She cried! And how many times did you know she did? Once? Twice? But that wasn't enough...What kind of a bf are you to her? You said you'll provide her with the comfort and care whenever she needed it. You said you'd be there with her whenever she needed someone..but WHERE WERE YOU? I know I can't blame you for everything that she's been going through. All the trauma and scoldings and faces she received when you were not around..who's going to understand wat she had been going through? She's busy..yet she takes time off just to ask you how you are and if you could meet up sometime. And you had the cheek to ask her down to meet YOU instead! Is this how you should behave?
Then again, I'm sure she was happy to see you meeting her. Meant to be a surprise? Yeap I'm sure it did make her happy. All that little hugs from the back and the lending of you shoulder to cry on when she really couldn't take all that bottling up from work really means alot to her I'm sure.
She told me she wanted to be with you from now till the end. Thats her wish and I'm sure thats yours too..the only encouraging thing is knowing that you're willing to go against your parents to be with her..But..with all these factors, will you be together forever? That would only depend on the both of you..(:
Is being in love suppose to be this hard?
aBoUt LoVe..
10:10 PM.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
suppose to have started driving prac on sat..but thanks to my instructor, I'll be starting it later! aRgHhHh!!
called this guy today..had to update him about his interview details..called at 8.45 and he was sleeping..so I said.."okie..itz alright..I'll call again.." but i didn't say where i was calling from lars..then I waited after lunch and called at 2pm..guess wat?? he was STILL SLEEPING! wah..wat a pig mans..these people don't need their beauty sleep..they should just get their butts out of the house and start working! oh mans..then I told his mum.."I'm calling from n*f*.." then at the background I heard.."ey qi(3) lai(2) le(4)!!! xue(2) xiao(4) da(3) lai(2).." then i told him the details which was like so difficult to remember...and he was like..ok~ing all the way...wah I tell you..he better don't call again to reconfirm the timing and location..I'll just SCREAM at him..wahaha..
aBoUt LoVe..
6:26 PM.
Monday, February 20, 2006
LOVE..
to speak the truth and nothing but the truth..
to be honest in everything you do and say..
to keep your promises when you make one..
to ensure that he/she is the one and only you'll love..
to know and understand what he/she is feeling or thinking without them saying..
to shower them with as much love care and concern..
to assure them that he/she is the only one in your heart..
thats wat innocent true love means..
*you said you'll be there with me, for me..will you keep your promise??
aBoUt LoVe..
10:06 PM.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
STOP melinda! Look at whats happening in front of you before you move on. Look at your surroundings and decide the next step. Watch out for those backstabbers and those people who just ain't your friends..
LISTEN melinda! listen to what they have to say about you and try to improve on yourself. Just hear the things they have to say, whether or not they're just lies. Listen and judge for yourself if they should be people you believe in and hold onto for your entire life.
GO melinda! Pursue your dreams and watever you expect of yourself. No one can ever stop you. NO ONE! Tell your story. Learn fron your mistakes and MOVE ON! The life is yours. No one is able to take it from you. You decide your fate and destiny. Only you!
"不在乎天长地久..只在乎曾经拥有"
she told me.."nothing is really over until you stop loving.."
aBoUt LoVe..
10:29 PM.
Thursday, February 16, 2006
"the ONE" was great! ermz..not FANTASTIC though..hahaha..
walked into NY looking so hagard cuz rongs, yun and I were like rushing to the LT..we thought we were late lars..reached there and they just started..hengs..hehehe..then again, we walked looking like some aliens..and obviously, the year 1's being all so kaypo were like.."oOo..they are seniors.."..wth! wanted to turn behind and tell them to shut up cuz the competition had already started lars..haha..
anywayz, ms chiew was one of the judges..saw her and said hi..then she said.."I thought you were not coming??" "I left office earlier today..hehe.." "oic..sorry lei..can't give you a refund.." "oh haha..nvm..itz alrights..its worth my money anyways..& its only 1 buck.." then she had to go continue judging le..lolz..
they told campus superstar samuel to sing..ermz..he kinda brought up the mood of the whole LT though some people were real rowdy lars...hehehe..overall competition was WONDERFUL!!
great job to the soloist boon..and to the duet hens and limin...great performance there on stage..like I said..it was a tough competition..standing there as finalists was not easy..so hmm..WELL DONE!! (:
aBoUt LoVe..
10:05 PM.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
i'm currently so caught up with so many things on hand..
like deciding the course in Uni..which U..application to that U..booking my driving lessons with my instructor..taking my SATS test if I'm really going to place myself one up against the rest..
aRgHhh!!! I'm crazy!! oh gosh...HELP!!!
anyone interested in taking SATS with me?? haiyohz...let me know soon..the next test date is in MAY!! aHhhHh!! & we're admitting in august! oh gosh!
madness...mAdNeSs...MADNESS!!!
aBoUt LoVe..
11:06 PM.
我还爱着你..
但有人说..
时间可以让人忘记一些事情..
甚至是一些我们不想忘记的事..
A lifetime's not too long to live as FRIENDS
Cuz friends are friends forever
aBoUt LoVe..
6:32 PM.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
utter dissapointment in you :'(
"little rabbit! going out today?"
"NOPE!"
"huh? how come? Nobody yue you?"
"ey..nope.."
"nvm lars..its only 2.15pm..you wait awhile surely got people yue you de.."
my big rabbit didn't have a date too..cuz she said she was too "big" le..then again, she's just a cycle ahead of me..anywayz, none of my colleagues went on a date today..cuz most of them are married!! wahaha..except for my poor big rabbit..hehe..but itz alrights..She has me! lolz..
"ey?? little rabbit going off le arh?? meeting your boyfriend?"
"huh? no lar..I'm going home..no boyfriend..hehe.."
"sure or not??"
"aye..don't disturb her lar.."
yes yes yes! don't disturb me le..enough is enough! :)
aBoUt LoVe..
6:47 PM.
Sunday, February 12, 2006
bubbles was here..now she's gone..
all because no one wants to take care of her. Gave her to my grandma..hmm..but at least its not to some stranger lars..so I can still see her if I want to..
then again, you may ask me..how are you able to develop that affections within a day. I'd say, its her actions that make me grow to like her. she stood in my room to look at me sleep..then she placed her paw on my hand..haha..CUTE?? hmm..it is to me lars..But the thing's that she's not suppose to be in my room..so the whole time I was screaming for her to GET OUT!! wahahaha..but hmm..no more of such stories from now on..she's officially not ours..:(
was at ms chiew's place in the afternoon..ermz..but I was quite dissapointed with the outcome..reasons behind the intentions I understand..but come on..its a CLASS GATHERING!..& btw, it was suppose to be a time for us to interact and find out how each other is doing..8 people turned up..after all the trouble he'd gone through, only 8 people TURNED UP! how dissapointing can it get?!?!?! :(
"please join only if you are able to take whatever the judges say about you.." that was the exact advice he gave me. I said.."sure!"(although I'm not really confident of being able to)..afterall, I'll just take it as an experience and join for the fun of it..if ever I get the chance to be in the next round and compete again, it'll be a true test of my singing ability. Being in the top 20 isn't easy..with so many competitors vying for one title. But like I said earlier, its the experience that counts..at least you know you'd tried...(: so I'm going ahead with it no matter what people say..how about u?? willing to try it out together with me??
aBoUt LoVe..
9:31 PM.
Saturday, February 11, 2006
there are currently 2 little doggies running around in my house..oh gosh! ermz..maybe I should put it as..walking around together..hahahaha
hmm..the other dog was from someone lars..didn't want it so gave it to us..and you know my dad being a dog lover, he'lll just take in any dogs lars..like wth! hahahaha..
& btw, its a "she" so bingo's rather excited! that explains why they were walking around! cuz bingo was like following her and smelling her..hahahaha..CUTE! thats the word to describe her..ermz..but we don't intend to keep her i think..not sure about that..cuz my mum doesn't really like the idea since one bingo was already enough to keep us so busy..hahahhaa..
her name?? ermz..I wanted to call her "belle"..then my mum was like.."belle belle..come" and she really went..but when we saw her box of things, it wrote.."bubble's things" and I was like.."oOooO she's called bubbles.." hahahahaha...nice name though...BINGO and BUBBLES! lolz...
watever the case, i'll just have to wait and see if she's going to stay around our house any longer..(: till then, bingo will have to suffer cuz bubbles is currently the main attraction in my home..wahaha..(:
aBoUt LoVe..
8:44 PM.
Friday, February 10, 2006
congrats!!
yeap yeap..congrats to my cousin for obtaining 6 pts..oh gosh! the chia family's zhuang yuan..hehehe...really wondering how you ever do it..cuz apparently, mabb says you don't really mug alot..& by tha I mean, you still find time for leisure instead of hiding between your books everyday lars..hehehe..maybe you're just borned smart ba! lolz..but hey! 8 A1's and 2 A2's..one of the top students of your school somemore..gosh! I really gotta say that we're all so proud of you! continue to strive and do well even as you climb up the education ladder..(:
mag!! when is it going to be our turn?? hmm...wondering how we'd do..*thinking*
aBoUt LoVe..
10:22 PM.
Thursday, February 09, 2006
I just fought a battle with my dear colleagues.. oh gosh! am soo soo tired! tomorrow's gonna be another long and stressful day. Ermz, so if I only reply your sms's or calls after 5.30, please pardon me. Then again, I'll have to rush down to my agency to submit my timesheet..so I might reply at 6++..haha..no promise! lolz..
apparently I'm not being called down to help them out with the registration on saturday..I hope my manager doesn't lars..although I really wanna earn that extra $$! hehe..but I have something on in the afternoon..so I can't make it either...had to turn down a date with JY at SENTOSA!!! ahhHhHhh!! so sorry girl..I promise I'll make it up to you soon..next week?? hehehe..if you wanna go lars! I don't mind pei-ing you (:
movies?? kbox?? anyone?? hahahahaha..wanted to go down on friday after work..but it seems everyone's so busy that they can't make it..hmm..watever the case, I wanna catch "I not stupid too"..wanna watch till I start crying..wahahahaha..and of course..I wanna catch "fun with dick and jane" and ermz..if only "memoirs of a geisha" was still showing with more timeslots to choose from..lolz..but it seems I have no time lars..& everyone's not free..so it only leaves me with one option and thats to go buy the VCD! then again, melinda is not RICH! lolz..(:
aBoUt LoVe..
6:24 PM.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
ftt ------- PASSED!
finally..my long awaited day mans..after 3 tries and I finally got to go to the front and take the white form to fill..alamak! just to apply for my PDL and be a road hazard to the other drivers..lolz..
anywayz, all the best to my other friends who are taking their's soon..yeap yeap jia you jia you orh!
& hmm..tomorrow and following days would be really really busy...as in...ermz...i see my pile of work stacking higher and higher..hahaha..thanks to the applicants who wanna apply and come into the school...ermz..but I'm not complaining..cuz I finally have things to do..hehehe..
aBoUt LoVe..
6:30 PM.
Monday, February 06, 2006
GIRLS!! remember we were talking about marriage that day?? and you people said I would get married 1st?? wth lars..that bet is off..obviously I can't get married since I haven't found my perfect one..hehehe..try searching for another girl whom you think will get married 1st..lolz..
oh yesh..and you were asking about my perfect guy?? ermz..tall dark and handsome was what I was looking for..no doubt I'm still looking for such a guy, no one is ever that perfect for me..he must be caring towards me..(duh!)..& obviously he must make me feel important to him..Then again, no doubt friends are important, some people told me that he should place me above his friends..which means..ermz..I also dunnoe what it means lehs..must go and ask them..wahahaha..I listen until I blur diao..I think it sounds rather dumb though..thats utterly controlling your bf's life! oh gosh!..but then again, if your relationship is really that good, you'll eventually know his friends and ermz..vice versa..that way, wat status are you looking for?? hahahaha..
campus superstar was great..a eye opener..I mean..er...only that CHIJ katong girl called teresa was good..hehe..her voice is power! like the judges said, listening to her is very soothing..yeap yeap yeap..a long awaited singer to be borned..lolz..
aBoUt LoVe..
10:44 PM.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
no..I'm not attached..
no..there aren't any guys after us..
no..I'm not going to be the next campus superstar cuz I've basically outgrown that age limit..
& thanks for that compliment..
I lost that singing competition not because I wasn't good..it was because that auntie sang better and the choice of song suited the atmosphere and event..I lost..but I lost knowing that the lady was a much better singer than I am..but losing to that guy who sang that stupid chinese song was really..arghHhhH!!
& yes I got 3rd..which is not very good...cuz my dad said i was suppose to be 2nd..and thanks to those judges who didn't know how to judge, i lost to that stupid guy by a few marks...aHhhhhh!!
some people are just unfair! when I sang, when my cousins sang, our mic was like sooOoooo soft...NO BASS! NO VOLUME! how to WIN?!?!?! and btw, I told that person to up my mic volume during my song interlude and she gave me that stupid face...wah...feel like giving her a box in her face mans..fancy helping your own people..thatz unfair competition..Hmphh!!
watever the case, winning wasn't everything..12 people competed..3 trophies..I told my mum it was just for the fun of it..afterall, i needed some kinda experience, at least to be singing in front of so many people so that I'd be able to stand in front of the jue dui superstar judges when the time comes..hahaha..
to sidetrack a bit..ermz..heard from my guy friends that army life isn't that bad afterall..haha..cuz they gossip in there..hahahaha..oOps..but I'm glad they're having quite a good time in there at least..with nice and friendly platoon commanders..bunkmates who are willing to talk it out with them..friends who are able to stand as a unit together with you..
but something he said strucked me.."army is a test of our relationship. Whether or not we're able to withstand the days without each other when I'm in army, is something that will prove if our relationship would last a lifetime." he said he was afraid of losing his gf..but looking at things now, everything seems normal..because they love each other wholeheartedly..why think of the unthinkable and unbelieveable when nothing has yet to happen?? why do you think of losing her when your love for her is so deep?? No matter what, losing her may be something hurting. So why not treasure her while u still can and not lose her?? Keep thinking of losing her and you'll really lose her someday. Keep thinking of a breakup and you'll breakup someday. So embrace the present and look forward to spending that future together..if only you iron things out together..if only the 2 of you are willing to sacrifice for each other, everything will have a perfect ending..
14th feb..I know you wouldn't be able to be out to spend that day with her..but let her know that she's in your heart by giving her a call and at least tell her how much you've missed her. Its just another day no doubt..but its a special day set aside for couples to reaffirm their relationships. I don't know much. But I'll only know that she'll be touched. Thats the only thing I can do for the both of you. There's nothing much from me..only blessings & hopes that you'll remain together because a break would not do any good to the both of you (:
aBoUt LoVe..
1:58 PM.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
yeap I sure had alot of fun this new year..thanks to the many ang pows and hmm...money money money! hehehe..
anywayz, first day was ermz..kinda boring..as in, i didn't have much fun. Maybe cuz the mood wasn't there..and everyone was so tired after the previous night's preparation..
2nd day was much better..cuz our day was FULLY PACKED! thanks to number 6th uncle for organising the "da tuan bai" which was featured in the papers and the news..ermz..if you caught it, it was on channel 8 and U lars..shown on 2 days..hahahhaa..I wasn't filmed though...but my mum, dad, uncle, auntie and cousin was film...oH oH..and my cousin was filmed cuz he was the youngest out of the 230 chia family members there lars..hehehehe..anywayz, had a great time though the whole house was havocing away..everyone was talking and hmm..was quite tough handling 230 over people in one house lor...but...the CHIA FAMILY managed to do it! hahahahaha..he asked.."so who's going to organise the next one??" and then I turned to my sis and said.."who has such a big house to accomodate so many people mans.." hahahaha..
ermz..nothing much on the 3rd day..and the 4th, everyone was back at work..-sigh-..sians..
will upload the photos soon..yeap yeap yeap..
pHoToS hErE..
aBoUt LoVe..
9:37 PM.
