school has officially begun once again after the one week break..or so it is called..
everyone felt it was just like any other weeks cuz we were all back in school for project meetings after the new year...oh well...but i had lots of fun collecting ang pows and visiting relatives whom i've never met for ages..(:
started off the 2nd half this term with a bgs presentation..just when we thought we'd done our best, prof said we didn't collate our points to lead to our final conclusion...but she said our presenters were confident..except that we used cue cards..oh well..so much for her comments..it really spoilt my day!
quite disappointed with anderlin's results..she hasn't been doing well and i'm beginning to think that i'm not doing my job as a tutor..I've been doing my best to help her in every way i can..yet she produces results like as though she hasn't been taught the topic before!!!! is it my fault??
the T-R-Y fund has now increased to $12..oh oh!!! mel's in deep trouble..baby kelv doesn't want to lift the ban..hehe..*hugs hugs
aBoUt LoVe..
11:21 PM.
Saturday, February 24, 2007
maybe sometimes love just ain't enough..
aBoUt LoVe..
12:06 AM.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
yAy!!!! just got my CT final exhibition grade....26.25/30...which renders the whole class a A+!!!!!!!! wOOoHOoOo!!!!! well done Ceeee Teeee Geeeee ssiiixxx!(: *hugs hugs hugs
now now, CNY break is over and its time mel gets back to reality...BGS minor presentation on monday...hand in research for env science on monday...hand in AS assignment on thursday..BGS mid terms on saturday...next thursday to hand in AS individual essay...week after next got psych mid term...
woOHoO!!! well done mel!!!! you'll be totally drained out by then...hehe...but you can do it!!!(:
jia you!!!~
aBoUt LoVe..
9:01 AM.
Sunday, February 18, 2007
its finally CNY!! happy piggy new year to all(: mel's enjoying herself in this wonderful festive season..with all the dolling up, new clothes, new makeup, food, ang pows and blah blah blah...of course i'm having soOoO much fun! (:
here are the pics for today..
aBoUt LoVe..
11:14 PM.
Friday, February 16, 2007
CT's finally over!! yAY! and CNY's in just 2 days! woOoHoO! can't wait can't wait!!! hehehe..
hmm..
sheng...aka big boss, CEO, big bro of fel and yours truly..hehehe(:
see that banner hanging behind?? it was design by a whole team including me lar! muahaha..so proud of it! but there was this idiot who said it wasn't nice..maybe it was to spite me ba..cuz he/she knew that i played a huge role in getting that piece done! but oh well...stupid people say stupid things..cuz he/she was the only one who say it was BADLY done! hahaha...stupid right??? anyway, i told my mum..then she said, that person was super childish...lol...i totally agree!!!!
aBoUt LoVe..
11:15 PM.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
this is from shenn...gosh! she's such a sweet and thoughtful girl..(:
of course...the above prezzies were from darl!~ hehe...don't you think he's so sweet?? i'll never be able to find another guy like him lar..(: i promise to treasure him forever! 319 stars...his special promise to me..
aBoUt LoVe..
2:55 PM.
a wonderful night
spent together with a special someone
on valentine's day..
it's the best valentine's gift i've received!
thanks darl!~ *hugs hugs
aBoUt LoVe..
12:49 AM.
Monday, February 12, 2007
baby kelv's so stressed out :(
in times like these, i can only support him..
even though it was just a phonecall, i could sense all stress and fear in him..
:'(
aBoUt LoVe..
11:36 PM.
Sunday, February 11, 2007
love you..LoVe yOu..LOVE YOU!!!!~
aBoUt LoVe..
7:16 PM.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
stupid mid terms..
I HATE MID TERMS!!!!!
I HATE I HATE I HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:'(
no more special date
cherish?
so what if i cherish?
time doesn't permit us to be together anyway!
STUPID MID TERMS!!!!!!
he told me he was drowning in his own blood..
then he said.."maybe i'm exaggerating" but he's not fine..
so what's happening??
here i am settling my own problem..
and there i was handling another person's problem..
AM I SUPERWOMAN OR WHAT???
I'M ONLY HUMAN!!!!!
i hope they DON'T ask me if i was going out with kelv..
:'( drown drown drown!!!! mel..just drown yourself in work...
aBoUt LoVe..
12:27 AM.
Thursday, February 08, 2007
am in a really good mood today..
maybe its because of the high levels of serotonin in my body *winks
oh well psyc is draining me and AS is killing my brain cells..
so i'm sprouting rubbish lar..hehe..
really happy cuz its friday tomorrow..which means no lessons!
(: **yAy!!!!~
i'm definitely not looking forward to vocal lesson..
cuz lao shi just split us into groups..
sigh..wondering wat we're going to do tomorrow..
just spoke to baby kelv over the phone..and i realised i love him alot! hehe..he makes my day no matter how badly it started off to be..every call at night before i sleep is something like a conclusion to my day..a beautiful thing to look forward to each night..
aBoUt LoVe..
11:40 PM.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Must each supposedly wonderful and happy day end like this?
Quarrels never subsides
Stupid arguments prevails
:'(
2 people can never be together and not quarrel
Even the simplest couples have their bit on such silly mistakes
Why can't 2 people be together for the simplest fact of loving each other?
Isn't love something between 2 people? why must others have a say in it?
Why can't people just give them the support and pull them through?
Wasn't it fate that brought them together?
Why did God even designate a time and place for them to meet and be drawn close together when they were not meant for each other?
Why then did He send people to tell him/her that they don't support their relationship?
Is this a test? A test of their love to Him? Or is it simply a test of their relationship?
To strengthen or weaken their relationship?
Why then can 2 people be together FOREVER?
There's no forever mel..don't be innocent..
Why then must we keep thinking that we'll end up with whoever we're with now?
A projection to the future?
But who knows the future?
Do you?
My future lies in the hands of the Lord and I have no say in it..
So all I can do is to enjoy every moment I have with baby kelv
Be it ending each day in a joyous or sad moment, I'll still thank him for loving me..
Each day becomes a miracle for me to know that we're still in love with each other..
Because I'll never know when it'll come the day when baby kelv will stop loving me..
Even though he says he'll love me till the earth runs dry and the planets stop turning(okie I'm exaggerating)..but how would I know that this will last?
As much as I hope and wish for it to last forever, there's always this uncertainty in it..
I wouldn't know if God had planned him for me..
I wouldn't know if God would one day take baby kelv away from me leaving me all so depressed and unloved..
SO MUCH that I WILL NOT want to love anymore..
its certainly too hurting..TOO HURTING!!!! :'(
"He will do something new today mel..just for you.."
aBoUt LoVe..
9:44 PM.
Monday, February 05, 2007
i stupidly imposed the T-R-Y~ing LAW on myself....aHhHh!!! shouldn't have made the bet with baby...now i'm in deeEEEeeeeeP trouble! la~la~la~
now i owe baby $2...haiyoh...at this rate, i'll be paying for our expenses le lar...lol...*oOps
i'm like so innocent lar...keke~
aBoUt LoVe..
11:10 PM.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
studied so hard for psychology, only to find out that the paper was super tough :(
in 2 hrs, we were expected to finish 70 MCQs and 2 Essays...
luckily i managed to finish on time...BUT...i didn't have time to go back to check my MCQs..oh well...
how how how??? its 25%!! :(
but its over...so no point for me to continue harping on it..
hmm..BGS, Env Sci, AS presentations and CT exhibition are all piling up..
meetings after meetings after meetings..
& can you believe it? mel has been thrown into a debate team...
well done right??
you're right..."everyone wants to go to heaven..but no one wants to die.."
BUT..."i want to die and go to heaven...even if he has to take my life now, i'll gladly let him take it because i've already come to a stage when i have everything in my life..I'm HAPPY!!! hehe..and, i know for sure that i'll end up safely with him..so there's no fear or anything of sorts.."
aBoUt LoVe..
10:24 AM.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
only to find out that i missed him so much..
aBoUt LoVe..
10:33 PM.
