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Friday, July 27, 2007

omg omg!!!

chloe lao shi is like how farni lar...lol...she wrote me a really short testimonial in friendster but that kept me laughing for like er....10 min?? wahahaha...

she said.."you two are really in love?? should have asked you'll to sing in love with you for the recording!!"

WAT SIA!!!!~ lol...farni right?? HAHAHA...

anyway...

i've got 2 tix to this year's NDP...woOoHoo!~ all thanks to dad...LOL!!!!!

off i am to tuition!!!~ la-la-la...

darling is still sleeping happily on his bed i think...lol...he hasn't replied me since morning!

hmm...

aBoUt LoVe..

1:49 PM.

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

just came home from SS camp...though it was a short 2D1N thing, we had really lotsa fun together as one huge family...really bonding and playing and laughing together despite the downing energy levels in each of us...

facis : szewei, sarah, me, fel, mel
(er yes she's called mel too..hehe)

hey!!~ we did the SMU jump!!! The first group in this camp to do it TOGETHER!! ^^

so we took a shot together...

and another!!!~

& at the end of the day, we're one whole big family =)
super enjoyed myself as a faci for this camp..we were like the winning team all the way lar!!! hehehe...great job guys!!~ We're a super cool lot of Ghetto Gangstas!!~

wOOh...alrighty...its time for me to go to bed now...slept for like 3 hours after my banana~na prata..hehe..

so...there you go!~

aBoUt LoVe..

11:17 PM.

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

i hate people who make use of me!

she knew that he wasn't even coming for the meeting...yet she called me to say that there WAS a meeting...WTH!!! and when i went there, we didn't even sit down to have a proper meeting!!! all i did was to pass her 3 sheets of paper which i've already sent to her via email and she merely vetted it on the spot...within 2 min we were done!!!!!!!!! you call that a meeting?? fancy calling me down on a sunday to hear you practice singing when i could actually spend that time with my family....

****!!

aBoUt LoVe..

10:53 PM.

its sunday...

school's starting in about a month's time..and..i haven't enjoyed enough..

the coming week is gonna be packed to its fullest..with camp from mon to wed...then tuition on thursday and friday...plus meetings in school...leaving saturday and sunday all to myself...thank God there are 7 days in a week!! =)

& its a sunday..but i'll have to be out later in school for a meeting with my dear girlfriend..oh well..i wanted the position..so i have to bear with all these time consuming events..

i'm so NOT looking forward to the camp =( shouldn't have signed up as a faci..sigh...but since its done, i shall just go there and enjoy myself..

these few days is gonna be cold..

rain..
without sun..

like..

tears..
without happiness..

but luckily there's warmth in my heart..

aBoUt LoVe..

10:31 AM.

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

it hurts!!~
& i almost fainted again..
omg!~
shouldn't have drank that stupid iced drink...

aBoUt LoVe..

10:52 PM.

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

er-hum...
just heard my own recording...fel passed me the CD during the meeting...

oH mY gOodNess lar!!!
and to think fel said hers and mine sounded quite good..
wah lao!!! was rushing all the way through the first part....dunnoe for what!!~
but the headvoice for the highest notes sounded damn good over recording..
and apparently the last chorus was the best!!!
even dad says so..LoL!! oh well...
the pitch was like piao~ing all the way...
WAH!!! can't stand it!!!
can hear that i wasn't focused on that day..
sigh...

aBoUt LoVe..

11:58 PM.

B.O.S.S results are out..

and I've got all my bids!!! lucky for me cuz i know of people who bidded for "ethics and social responsibility" and didn't get it...hmm...its a CORE somemore...so we definitely have to take it...=)

but....

i overbidded for some courses....let me see..

CAT's lowest bid was $10.03...i bidded $25.02
RMSS's lowest bid was $11.07...i bidded $18.02
Malay's lowest bid was $15.23...i bidded $40.02
ERS's lowest bid was $10.99...i bidded $15.02

hahaha...so now you know how i got my bids?? its sometimes because of the 2 cents that i didn't scrimp on...lol!!

anyway, i'm quite pissed off cuz i upped my bid for RMSS last min cuz someone told me that my class was really HOT and alot of people wanted to bid for that!!! WTH!!! but after B.O.S.S 1 still got 30 places left lor...so i'm quite worried...if we don't get enough people, then prof will have to close the class i think...sigh...

anyway, just handed my TA application form to WK and he's helping me to process it...that'll be another 0.5 CU for me to clear...

which means...all in all, these are the courses that i'll be taking next sem...

CAT
LTM
Ethics and Social Responsibility
RMSS
FT
Malay

which adds up to 5 CU!!!! yay!!!! hahaha...
by the way, i checked...i can't possibly graduate within 3 1/2years if i intend to take up Psychology as my 1st major and a 2nd major (Organisational Behaviour and Human Resource)...LOL! which means....4 years is all i've got to take=) unless i take up summer term courses...

hmm...

internship next year...Community Service CLEARED...

hopefully secure a job before receiving my scroll...

then...

it'll be graduation in no time!! woOHoO~

aBoUt LoVe..

9:21 AM.

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Monday, July 16, 2007

woke up with really puffy eyes today..
and the hurt was still deeply etched within..

aBoUt LoVe..

12:23 AM.

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

伤心痛哭..
比开心欢笑来的辛苦!

why must God create people to have feelings??
why must God create people to cry and feel the hurt and pain??
why must God create people to speak in such harsh tones??
why must God create words that will hurt so deep within??
why will God set aside time for me to be alone??
why will God set aside time for me to cry and reflect??
why will God want to put me through these hurtful stages of my life??

why can't He let me be happy all my life??
why can't He take the tears and hurt from my life??
why can't He make everything seem all so beautiful??

tonight..though was one of the happiest day of my life..
it was an accumulation of actions and words that made everything fall back to square one..

aBoUt LoVe..

12:46 AM.

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Friday, July 13, 2007

changed my blogskin..
haha...now that i have nothing much to do at home, its time i did something about my blog..

soOoo...here it is...
don't you think its nicer than the previous one??
doesn't look so kiddish!! muahaha..

anyway, don't ask me to change your blogskin for you k?? unless you're willing to pay me to do it..LOL!!~

hApPy hApPy hApPy!!!

aBoUt LoVe..

10:19 PM.

confirmed biddings for the following..

Mon : CAT 8.30am
Tues : Ethics 8.30am & RMSS 3.30pm
Wed : FT 8.30am (2nd half of term)
Thurs : Malay 12noon
Friday : -

should they give me all my bids, it'll mean i have 3 exams to sit for next sem..which is not too bad..

& i'll only need to be in school 3 times per week for the first half of the term!! muahaha..

am being appointed as TA for LTB , clearing 0.5 mods under LTM after gruelling sessions of interview with professors..

but they are giving me a slot on wed 8.30, which clashes with FT as you can see above...hmm...wonder if he can fix something for me..at least give me something that fits into my schedule..

aBoUt LoVe..

3:14 PM.

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

God has His plans for me..
Assuring me that things are going right..
Guiding me with my every action, thoughts and words..
With every step I take,
I take it with Him by my side..

aBoUt LoVe..

11:35 PM.

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

although its tough..
but i'll continue walking this path..
no matter what..
even if i were to be alone..
i'll continue walking on..

today i make a promise!~

Today I will make a difference.

I will begin by controlling my thoughts.

A person is the product of his thoughts.

I want to be happy and hopeful.

Therefore, I will have thoughts that are happy and hopeful.

I refuse to be victimized by my circumstances.

I will not let petty inconveniences such as stoplights, long lines, and traffic jams be my masters.

I will avoid negativism and gossip.

Optimism will be my companion, and victory will be my hallmark.

Today I will make a difference.

I will be grateful for the twenty-four hours that are before me.

I refuse to allow what little time I have to be contaminated by self-pity, anxiety, or boredom.

I will face this day with the joy of a child and the courage of a giant.

I will drink each minute as though it is my last.

When tomorrow comes, today will be gone forever.

While it is here, I will use it for loving and giving.

Today I will make a difference.

I will not let past failures haunt me.

Even though my life is scarred with mistakes, I refuse to rummage through my trash heap of failures.

I will admit them. I will correct them. I will press on.

Victoriously.

No failure is fatal.

It's OK to stumble...I will get up.

It's OK to fail...I will rise again.

Today I will make a difference.

I will spend time with those I love.

My family. My friends.

A man can own the world but be poor for the lack of love.

A man can own nothing and yet be wealthy in relationships.

Today I will spend at least five minutes with the significant people in my world.

Five quality minutes of talking or hugging or thanking or listening.

Five undiluted minutes with my family, and friends.

Today I will make a difference.

aBoUt LoVe..

10:58 PM.

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

i'm like the ONLY one preassigned FT in my entire circle of friends...
the rest got Intro Econs =(

but the thing's that i haven't even taken ECONS in my entire life just like the rest!!!!

did they miss out my name????

*scared!~

Confirmed bids for Malay, RMSS and CAT...
waiting for BOSS 1A to open to bid for MPW...
gosh! is it going to kill me??

aBoUt LoVe..

1:31 PM.

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Saturday, July 07, 2007

church weddings are always so special..
for two being brought together to matrimony in the presence of god..

its a long and tiring process..
yet after this period, would be a new life together with another half..

there's a new world somewhere

they call the promised land

And i'll be there someday

If you will hold my hand

I'll still need you there beside me

No matter what I do

For I know, I'll never find another you

There is always someone

For each of us they say

And you'll be my someone

Forever and a day

I could search for all eternity long

Until my life is through

But I know I'll never find another you

It's a long long journey

So stay by my side

When I walk through the storm

Be there to hold my hand tight

& be my guide..

aBoUt LoVe..

6:12 PM.

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Friday, July 06, 2007

this is sOoOoo fantastic lar..(sense my sacarsm?!!)

i'm being pre assigned ONLY 0.5 CU for next sem...
which means i'll have to BID for 4.5 CU!!!!!
WTH!!!!!!~

crazy!!!

lets see..

This is what i intend to bid for..
- RMSS
- Intro ECONs
- Basic MALAY
- TWC

thats basically it if i manage to get everything!!!

sigh...hopefully there's LTM too..

=(

aBoUt LoVe..

5:25 PM.

was shopping around and just as we were about to leave the mall, he pop~ed up in front of us..

was approached by yet another artiste management company for the 2nd time this year..crazy people got nothing to do...just sit by the escalator and look for potential wanna-be's...

just when i tot it was just for fun, it turned out to be real..received a call in the evening telling us to go down for an interview..and because they knew we had singing experience, she said we were to prepare a song..just the chorus part..

told dear about it..then he said it was a waste of time to go down...wahaha...

should we??

a kiss to last for a lifetime..

aBoUt LoVe..

1:39 PM.

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Thursday, July 05, 2007

Thank God I found you, I was so lost without you

My every wish and every dream

Somehow became reality

When you brought the sunlight

It completed my whole life

I was overwhelmed with gratitude

Baby I'm so thankful I found you
I will give you everything

There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do

To ensure your happiness

I cherish every part of you

Cause without you beside me

I can't survive and I don't want to try

If you're to leave me one day

Each and every night

I need you in my life
Looking back I guess we were both destined

To appreciate the gift of what we have

If I'd go through it all over again

I will..to be able to feel this way

aBoUt LoVe..

1:30 PM.

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Tuesday, July 03, 2007

my application for TA has been partially approved...which means, there's still an interview which i must go through..

hmm..hopefully prof will be satisfied with my performance during the interview which will be conducted on 10th July...

its a 50% chance of getting into the team..cuz there are 4 positions and 8 people are applying for it...

gosh!! *hopeful

aBoUt LoVe..

10:28 AM.

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Sunday, July 01, 2007

next week's gonna be a crazy week...totally packed!!!

lets see..

mon - meeting jianxiong to pass him the mic pamphlets for matriculation
tues - tuition from 3pm-5pm then 6pm-8pm
wed - SS facillitator retreat
thurs - meeting with the girls
fri - tuition from 8pm-10pm
sat - church wedding
sun - wedding dinner

hmm...everyday there's something on...can't seem to squeeze anything else into my schedule =(
luckily pat msged me to book a date with them!! lol..otherwise i wouldn't be able to meet them this week le..hehe..

oh yar!!! forgot!!! there's still another meeting with the LTB people!~ which is like on i dunnoe when cuz its not confirmed..

applied for LTM but she hasn't replied if i got the position as a TA for LTB :(
really hope WK can help me...afterall, he's seen my abilities during that 3 day conference held at SMU..hehe..

& darling's coming back tomorrow!!! yay yay yay!!!!~

aBoUt LoVe..

8:37 PM.

completed my work at the conference today..

quite sad cuz it was a really great experience..

learnt alot from WK in the process..
management skills..
coping with stress levels..
being on our toes at all times..
taking initiative..
etc etc..

fel said something about me today while we were having that heart to heart talk..wasn't shocked when i heard it from her though..i mean, since she felt that it was important enough to let me know, i guess its something from a true friend...haha...but it was so farni lar!! cuz she said she was like that too...anyway, its not flirting lar fel...its being polite and talk to people you know?? and er-hum...if i don't talk to derek then who do i talk to right?? no one else was there!! hahaha...you want me to sit there and stare into blank space arh?? so awkward lar!!! LOL!!!

baby was back from medan last night..he called but i was asleep =(...really miss him alot..

...FOR my heart is true only to you!~

aBoUt LoVe..

12:31 AM.

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