reciprocation
understanding
love
100%..
just today..
aBoUt LoVe..
11:09 PM.
i'm a deviant!!!!
when people do well in mid terms, i'll do badly..
but when people do worse, i SCORE!!!
gosh!!! weird isn't it???
& i tot people were suppose to improve after the first mid term cuz you know the exam structure..hmm..
i figured out! its the way i study...2nd mid term, i didn't even read before going for class and relied on what prof said...gosh!!! how stupid was I lar!!!!!
NoW i kNow!!!~
aBoUt LoVe..
4:40 PM.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
i feel like a puppet
being manipulated by people..
utter disappointment and disgust!!
:'(
aBoUt LoVe..
9:49 AM.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
You are my Sunshine
My only Sunshine
You make me Happy
When skies are Grey
You'll never know dEAr
How much I Love You
Please don't take my Sunshine away!!~
aBoUt LoVe..
9:05 AM.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
i will never be able to understand..
at times it seems too far..
yet at others it seems so near..
but..after going rounds in circles, i still end up loving him!~
can't understand..
but i want to understand..
why some things happen..
why some things must happen..
why some other things cannot happen..
why some other things can happen on other people..
why some things do not happen to other people..
why everything i want can't happen..
i want to understand!! :'(
aBoUt LoVe..
12:18 AM.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
my cousin is so silly...she dreamt something bad happened to me but didn't want to tell me what it was..haha..so she msged me to see if i was fine! *gosh!...so silly lar girl...hehe..i'm fine(: can't wait to see you all soon..haven't been seeing you all since new year i think...that is a really long long time..(: *hugs hugs
i love babwy!!~ i feel so fortunate to have him to love me you know? so many people wants to be with him, to be loved by him..yet he chose me..gosh! how lucky can i get??
aBoUt LoVe..
11:55 AM.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
we came as a single person..and grew to become turtles within one term..thanks to the many other turtle friends around..(: we went through lots of struggles and obstacles..only to come up all powerful and strong...
we ARE the NINJA TURTLES!!!!~ lalala~~~
This is my all time fav pic..don't you think fel looks really like a turtle?? LOL :)) "turtle in a half shell..turtle power!!"
aBoUt LoVe..
4:32 PM.
my life with seniors in class..
for a moment, i tot having to work with seniors in class is a good experience, in fact, i only found out i was wrong yesterday...
bidding for an env sci module was a right decision to begin with..with the knowledge still fresh in our heads, fio, dawn and i began to embark on our lil journey towards env sci..lil did we know, instead of learning from our seniors the very basics of presentation, we did better than them..
reading from cue cards was a NO NO for us..YET some seniors placed their cue cards on the table and read it TO THE TABLE?!! *gosh..i sat there and i totally lost interest in their presentation except for the one on coal...
& where was that element on creativity??
so..you may ask, just what had the seniors taught me yesterday??
- to speak with lotsa confidence and stand firm
- to speak to the AUDIENCE
- to start off with something creative that excites your audience
- to ASK STUPID questions and get STUPID answers
- to say.."wAh! don't act smart if you're not lar.." to put their juniors down..
what kind of seniors do we have? just judge for yourself..it has been tough working with them during these few weeks..but luckily for me..there's only 24 more days left(:
I guess everything sparked off from the time prof said.."oOo..so now the seniors are learning from the juniors.." because the few of us sitting back there in class kept answering her questions..NOW you see...if we didn't, where would our participation points be?? and of course because no one knew the answers, we answered prof...WAS that WRONG??
its so childish for them to do that..to make that sarcastic comment when we made a mistake..
we ARE HUMAN! so naturally one will make mistakes..wats more was that we learnt from prof and found out our error...JUST HOW CHILDISH was you to MOCK us??
*utterly disgusted
aBoUt LoVe..
10:50 AM.
Monday, March 19, 2007
*phew...2 major presentations down...BGS and Env Sci..
now its left with AS and BGS final individual report plus final exams...
prof gave us a A-..but she didn't give us a tongue lashing...luckily we managed to figure out what she wanted(:...though 2 people were nervous during the NO CUE CARDS presentation, everything went smoothly lar...*yay yay yay** i'm so proud of my turtle friends...hehe(: they have been great friends...really understanding...though we kinda quarrelled over many issues while having meetings these past few days before the actual presentations..(: Go GO turtle POWER!!!~ like fel said, "lets make this friendship last!!"
[photos taken during the celebration lunch will be uploaded soons once fel sends them to me..(:]
dear is finally back from his camp..can't wait to see him soon...
but..when will that be?...
aBoUt LoVe..
2:56 PM.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
i feel like some sh*t..
i can't even explain my point in front of my team..
so stupid!
when i know something is wrong, i just can't get it through to them all because i dunnoe how to go about doing it..
UNTIL..
everyone got so frustrated and pissed off..
& we wasted 2 hours doing our best to explain our points to each other!
how productive was that?
& PLEASE DON'T DEBUNK WHAT MEL SAYS!!!
most of the time, what she says makes a point and HELPS in everyway..just that she doesn't know how to effectively put it across to you people!!!
give her a chance..
don't place her in the out group..
cuz mel's a thinking person..
so she'll think of ideas that you people have not thought before..
& there's no qualms about her being able to SPOT ERRORS IN OUR CONTENT!!
so can't you give her a chance to talk??
must someone always cut her in when she's in the midst of talking??
why?
aBoUt LoVe..
12:38 AM.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
no baby for 5 days..:(*sob sob
i hope he doesn't forget me..
aBoUt LoVe..
12:17 PM.
Monday, March 12, 2007
i love him!
a promise made tonight...to never leave..
to always stay by each others side..
aBoUt LoVe..
11:51 PM.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
a day of ups and downs..
a day that i would never want to repeat..
the many tears shed..
& the many daggered words hurled..
....
thank god no fighting =)
but thank god also for this day because i tot i didn't understand him..
then i realised, tears were shed because i loved him too deeply..
a day that both of us would not want it to happen again..
I love you darling!!~
although this might be the last time we'll be out with each other till exams are over, we still have the phone yar? don't worry(: will miss you the days you're in camp..must be careful & do your best to sleep early k? i'm so glad we managed to pull through today together though so many things happened..i'm happy that the day ended as planned..
darl..you were so tired but you did your best to keep me company because you know this was the last time we would be seeing each other before you head for your camp..(: i'm sorry it didn't turn out to be happy at the beginning..but luckily there was the lil girl to cheer you up(: plus..you were right that i didn't know what kind of design shirt you like:( oh well BUT baby mel loves you and will miss you all the same!!~**hugss
aBoUt LoVe..
10:21 PM.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
its tough doing my best to battle both the sweetness and bitterness of love..
why must animals, humans in particular, have emotions?
isn't it interesting to know more about myself from psyc..from the time i was conceived, to the very me presently...every stage that i have gone through, prof had taught us about it...
from memory, language, knowledge, behaviour...to social development, cognitive development, emotions etc etc...
we even have answers to why kids stick more to their mum and not their dad!
simplicity & complexity, plus many other small ingredients like fear & time..
all mixed into this bowl called -LOVE-!~
aBoUt LoVe..
11:39 PM.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
earthquake felt this afternoon at around 12noon..and for a moment i tot i wasn't feeling well..muahaha..
I want to join SMU's inaugural choir!!!! do you think it'll take alot of my time?? hmm.....should i just go for the auditions?? haiyoh...how how how???
aBoUt LoVe..
12:11 PM.
Monday, March 05, 2007
the weeks are forcing me to my death bed..
had the opportunity to sit down and have lunch with the CEO of Ascendas Ms Chong Siak Ching..thanks to prof!(:
was a fantastic experience cuz we learnt so much from her..things like how we work with international companies to bring our businesses to Asia Pacific Regions..and the various challenges that Ms Chong faces as a female CEO(: afterall, we ARE still in a male dominated society though the government is doing her best to promote equality amongst men(:
of course, the lunch was FABULOUS too!
so interesting huh?
& RYAN TAN is CUTE!!!!!!~
aBoUt LoVe..
4:38 PM.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
its week 10 on my calender..5 more weeks to my 4 1/2 months holiday..looking forward to it of course...BUT my schedule's packed like mad the few weeks before that...
just completed my BGS mid term so its a load off my back..plus my LM for env sci just completed and sent to my other partner for editting..*phew*..now its AS individual essay and psyc mid terms which is coming up next week..
thereafter, mel would just collapse and die cuz she has LOTS of stuff to do..haha..
someone totally spoilt my night yesterday by msging me stuff that made me so pissed off! they EXPECTED me to complete everything for them...i already did the compilation and NOW they're asking WHO's going to do the printing...ok...so you expect me to do it?? haven't i done enough for the group? do you think you are the only one who has so many things to complete?? we too have stuff to do...do you think the research you have done is enough to pit your scale against mine? COME ON! who's doing more than you??? Compilation of EVERYONE's research is a more HORRIBLE thing to do than to just cut and copy the sources from the research article you've found....I CAN DO THAT TOO!!!!! who's STUPID idea was it for EVERYONE to research on EVERYTHING?!?! its so NOT productive!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *d*oTs!~
congrats to Ah-licia for clinching 1st runner up in the recent Impresario(:
congrats to those who did well in your A level exams(:
within 30 min, the funds in T-R-Y fund increased to $28...*sigh*
& chloe lao shi says i can change song le...yay yay yay!~~~
he's so nice to me..
aBoUt LoVe..
3:34 PM.
Friday, March 02, 2007
ask yourself..
is it right??
i'm so drained out over the coming masses of assignments and projects plus mid terms:(
BGS mid terms on saturday
Hand in research for env sci on monday plus LM 7
Hand in AS individual essay on thursday
& if you think that wasn't enough to kill me...
i'll be conducting interviews next week..well done huh??
To think that i'm still enjoying myself...
HELP!!!!!!!!~
i heard a screech..then a loud bang..and my heart skipped a beat! For a moment, my mind was blank..then i rushed out & msged you to see if you were fine..thank god!~
i love you so..
aBoUt LoVe..
12:10 AM.
