2nd-10th..thats 9 days of not seeing darling kelv..hmm..*sob sob..
confirmed trip from 19th-21st..hehe..can't wait cuz its been such a long time since i met my cousins..
socio paper was killer..why must prof play word games with us? and his questions were STUPID! not from the readings..and i tot mcdonaldisation includes calculability, predictability, irrationality of rationality and efficiency?? isn't it in the lecture notes that he told us to read?? how come they all say irrationality of rationality is not?? hmm..sigh..no more A for sociology..
pol science paper will mark the last paper for my first term in SMU and also mark the beginning of my one month holiday..looking forward to it of course! hehe..i need retail therapy and FRIENDS!!!~
aBoUt LoVe..
11:56 AM.
yAy! tomorrow's 2nd last paper..hehe..can't wait for friday lar...then when paper end, it means officially 5 modules cleared out of the 35 modules..hehe..can't wait can't wait..
then saturday can go out with the girls(: totally looking forward to it and in no mood to study..muahaha...luckily pol science is an open book exam...oh well..its somehow like literature lei..i feel like as though i'm sitting for my pure lit paper once again..
jia you jia you!~
aBoUt LoVe..
3:52 PM.
the final terms can be catastrophic..
losing my patience..understanding and love..
aBoUt LoVe..
3:18 PM.
understanding~ melinda..
-its all about understanding-
silly girl..
aBoUt LoVe..
1:09 PM.
I was made to be HAPPY!(:
think positively..
& you'll see the number of A+'s on your script!
go go go!!~
aBoUt LoVe..
9:23 AM.
If you want to get most out of life, just tell yourself that you were made to be happy. That you are a happiness machine as well as a work machine. Cut off the past and DO NOT touch the morrow until it comes but extract every possibility from the present. Think POSITIVE, CREATIVE, HAPPY THOUGHTS, and your harvest of good things will be abundant.
aBoUt LoVe..
12:52 PM.
Vocal courses by tinybox music is really alluring..
Lesson duration : 6 months [15th Dec 2006 – 1st June 2007 (tentatively)]
No. of Lessons : 25
Day/Time : Friday, 5pm to 7pm
Class size : 6-7 students per class
Frequency of classes : weekly
Venue : SMU/Tinybox Studio (depending on course requirements)
25 lessons for $287.50?!?!?! thats soOoOO worth it...cuz school's gonna subsidise like 50%..
but I'm still in the midst of considering..cos..
there're only 21 spaces...
$300 sounds EXPENSIVE...
I might not be able to commit every week...
&...it says STARTS ON 15th DEC?!?!?!?!
WHAT??!!!!!!
now you know why I'm in a dilemma...
I joined MIC because of this vocal course..
YET..
I can't sign up with them cos it "looks" and "feels" expensive...
will my dadddeeeee subsidise for my vocal courses?? pweesshhh dardddeeeeeee!!~~
la~la~la~...
aBoUt LoVe..
3:30 PM.
i've got my Environmental Science bid...
which means..my confirmed class schedule for next term is this...
Monday
0830 to 1145 - BGS
1530 to 1845 - Environmental Science
Wed
1530 to 1845 - Psych
Thur
1200 to 1330 - AS
1530 to 1845 - CT
and...
it also means 3 exam papers for final term(AS, Psych and Environmental Science)...hmm..the same as this year..just that its slightly heavier..oh well..at least i have my 4 mods..hehe..clearing one GE-science..which means i have 2 more GEs to go!~!
aBoUt LoVe..
12:12 PM.
i throw tantrums like a lil kid and he just laughs it off..
he's just that amazing..
**thats my baby kelv
aBoUt LoVe..
5:49 PM.
All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you O Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaim
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours
Lord I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life
Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my hopes, all of my plans
My heart and my hands are lifted to You
aBoUt LoVe..
5:47 PM.
i hope i'm more important than life in AK
aBoUt LoVe..
10:06 AM.
yAy! *happy happy happy...
pol science marked the end of my 1st term in SMU...3 months and i've learnt alot...presentations after presentations...reports after reports...being forced to speak up in class...friends and more friends made each day....wOw! time flies!
& of course i miss my NY friends...wondering how you people are doing in your own lil world now that we're apart...keep in contact?? what rubbish lar..haha..we're all soOoO busy...haiyoh...anyway, i miss you guys! &...we must meet up during the dec hols k? all the best for your exams...jia you!*hugs
gonna start burying my head in the books and notes le..hehehe..so...if i don't reply your sms~es or answer your calls, you should know what i'm doing yar??(:
that shooting star tonight...
aBoUt LoVe..
12:42 AM.
are friends that important to your survival in uni? come to think of it, if i hadn't had my friends in smu, i guess i wouldn't be able to stay on. Perhaps its the whole setting of the uni that allows for closer friendships to be made..and not just touch and go friends! oh well...
exams coming in a weeks time...and now that i've secured at least a A- for my LTB, i guess i should be able to do well for the rest of my mods...
LTB: A (4)
Stats: A+ (4.3)
Comms: B (3)
Pol science: B+ (3.3)
Socio: B (3)
lets see....is it a average of 3.52?? OH NO!!!!!!! what happened to my 3.6!?!?!?!! oh no!!!!
*always look on the bright side of life...
aBoUt LoVe..
7:20 PM.
"enjoy your year 1 days.."
"don't bother about your grades cuz ultimately what is more important is the experience and the friendships you gain while you're in SMU.."
"forget about the A+'s just do your best and enjoy your presentations and lectures.."
"the piece of paper you'll get at the end of the 4 years does not necessarily give you the job..it is the experience and whatever that is in you that earns you that job.."
-special notes from my dearest TAs from LTB-
aBoUt LoVe..
9:29 AM.
is it the mental state of health?? i'm being rational here...
the fact that i made a decision shows how much i've thought it through..
darling...i know u want the best for me...but i guess wat i really need now is a break..
its just ONE day...
i just need to shut myself from the world n lead a life on my own for ONE day...
JUST ONE DAY!:(
can't u just let me have my way this time??
aBoUt LoVe..
12:33 AM.
spent the whole day at tok's house today...FINALLY completed the whole portfolio and this marks the end of my journey of LTB with my team...13 weeks of running this race together wasn't fun...lotsa setbacks and unhappiness but we managed to pull it through(:
but still..there are alot more things to do...i haven't started studying for my final term which is in 2 weeks time...sociology presentation tomorrow and out of the 7 people, i have to present:( oh well..then comes submission for my two reports for sociology and political science...and...the final papers...
1st dec it is..i have about 20 more days to go..
aBoUt LoVe..
9:58 PM.
:(
you know how much it hurts me to see you unwell??
i thank god for him..cuz he's so tolerant with my nonsense...no one can ever be like him...
@ times when i just dun feel like talking, i just don't talk....thats how CRAZY i get!
so..how can anyone tolerate such an attitude?? just give me a tight slap!
aBoUt LoVe..
11:13 PM.
bidding for malay!!! yAy!!! and i decided against doing a transfer to business...i'll just go with doing a double major, which gives me less stress...
Psychology and Marketing it is!(: yAy yAy yAy!!!!!!
& darling kelv is gonna bid for malay with me...wahahaha...that'll be our common language from the time we graduate from the class...hehe(:
no more stress melinda! you just have to do well for comms presentation tomorrow...
and then...
bid for your malay course!!!
Then..."work hard towards what yOu WANT! and NOT what your FRIENDS want! cuz ultimately you are the one who is graduating with that cert with your name!"
wOw! finally heard a great comment and suggestion from my friend...he's the only one who hit that blind spot that i was hiding myself from...
oh well! thanks!(:
aBoUt LoVe..
2:34 PM.
:( should i bid or should i not?
should i do a transfer to SOB or should i not??
then what if i don't make that mark of A- for both the modules?
GPA of 3.4 is okie..
But....bUt..BUT!!!!
what if they don't grant me the transfer??
what if..what if..
aBoUt LoVe..
7:56 PM.
**baby kelv, i'll always love you too*huggs
aBoUt LoVe..
11:20 AM.
my horoscope says, "Rest is just as important as effort. Without it, you will not know how far you have come. So give yourself time to recuperate. Turn off the cellphone, don't check the e-mail and for once, just RELAX."
darling's horoscope says, " All these furious activity has left you needing a rest, and with good reason. You understand that relaxation is a necessity, not a luxury. After a morning of bein gon the go, you deserve an afternoon of peace."
THESE are SoOoOOoO TRUE!! hmm...scold me but i kinda believe in it sometimes cos it seriously speaks the truth in my life...although only sometimes! hehe...(: so...i might switch off my phone...i might! & for once, i will not msg baby kelv and let him take his rest(:
loves kelv!<3
aBoUt LoVe..
8:08 AM.
10 reasons why I miss darling kelv...
1. It's the first time I haven't been seeing him for 4 days since we got together.
2. I can't speak to him on the phone cos he's busy and i'm sick:(
3. I can't wait for him to complete his concentration on the kids before turning it to me. I rather start missing him.
4. I know that if I msg him he wouldn't reply till late at night.
5. I want him by my side.
6. He's my love, my sunshine
7. He's my DARLING!!!
8. I miss his HUGs and KISSes!!!
9. I LOVE him!
10. I simply miss hIm!!!
aBoUt LoVe..
9:55 PM.
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to mel
happy birthday to you...
thanks to the many wishes and prezzies from people whom are really so sweet lar...here goes...
-from PL(oh gosh! they remembered???)
vanessa, venetia, yihui, bei xuan
-from MJC
li fang, magan
-from NY
ruishan, tiooi, wanrong, jeanie, yensoon, merrini, leo, delphine, bishan, felicia, JY aka ms chua, JY aka ms ng
-from SMU
LTB (ian, fiona, seth, jaclyn, uncle tok, utkarsh, liane), Soci group (jason, joshua, michelle, rahel), SS camp (cedric, young, joe)
so....come to think of it, mel do have friends huh?? lol....for a moment she tot her friends forgot about her...oh well...hehe...
thanks to my cousin, mag, too(: hehehe..
& of course, special thanks to my darling kelv..
You light up my life! so much effort put into organising this whole special day..hehe..thanks for the wonderful and romantic night spent together baby kelv! *muacks muacks!
with love,
mel aka cockroachess
aBoUt LoVe..
2:46 PM.