today...i'm sitting here typing this entry, wondering what baby kelv is up to...it'll be 2 months tomorrow...so its a double celebration...hmm...gonna fill our bottle and exchange our books...sweet memories of the time spent with each other are all penned down each time we felt it was necessary...
thanks to those who remember this special day and hmm...celebrated with me today cuz i was being booked by my darling tomorrow...hehe(:
thanks to my LTB group(ian, jaclyn, fiona, seth, tienfa, liane and utkarsh) for the lovely card and the pooh bear which is going to lie on my bed together with my piggy...& thanks to ian for the treat(: Today's presentation didn't go as expected but we have done our best...what we have to do now is to focus on achieving that 25% portfolio marks...then we might have that chance to secure the A+ grade for LTB yar?? (:
thanks to JY for that lovely er....blouse?? shirt?? cardigan?? haiyoh i dunnoe lar...hahaha..anyway, i love it!!!! and hmm...its so practica...hehehe can wear to school wor...thanks girl!~(:
thanks to my sis and bro-in-law...guess wat?? i wouldn't have to tap onto other people's connection le..hehehe...cuz they got me a wireless router....wAH!!! high time i got it sia..lol..so many people have been complaining le..hehehe...thanks thanks thanks!
& of course...to my parents for the wonderful dinner and the necklace from SK..*hugs hugs
my bros were so cute lar...here's what they told me....
"er..sorry arh..we didn't get anything for you...wat do you want? a hug?? a kiss?? or we just sayang your head can le??"
WAH!!!! wat wonderful and adorable bros i have lar..hahaha...
"er don't need anything lar...you just do well in your studies can le...thats my best gift!"
oh well...i seriously dun need anything...i only have to make wishes...so give me 3 wishes and i'll make them just before the clock strikes 12 tomorrow...hehe(:
jie mei! its your birthday tomorrow(: so fast yea? i tot we were only 18...then tada! we'll be celebrating it tomorrow le...hais...time flies...hehe...anyway, you must stay happy forever k? No matter what, remember that i'm here with you and for you cuz you're my jie mei! Smile Always! *huggz..Happy Birthday!
**darling kelv, i don't need anything from you..i only need you to spend the day with me..cuz you're the only one i love! -baby mel-
aBoUt LoVe..
10:01 PM.
utterly in no mood to celebrate my birthday with my family today...:(
LTB presentation today was screwed!
technical errors...slides couldn't be shown on the screen
presentation exceeded time limit and we couldn't even finish presenting...
video couldn't be shown to the class...
:(
and because we trusted the wrong people to complete the presentation slides and the video, we only managed to finish completing the whole presentation slides in the morning when the OTHER GROUP was PRESENTING!!!!
:( just how disappointed can i get?!?!?!
come on! we're all adults and i find no point in screaming at anyone...cuz i know that it isn't your fault...
but every one of us were so disapointed. it is our FINAL presentation that takes 25% of the entire LTB grade....
there goes my A+
:(((((
*cry
aBoUt LoVe..
10:16 AM.
Sunday, October 29, 2006
drank vodka orange on an empty stomach...
&..i guess my lil tummy can't take it..hehe..
gastric juices..oOoO..
hurt hurt hurt!!!!
gosh! don't drink on an empty stomach...it isn't good for anyone...*winks
virtuoso '06 finally came to a conclusion last night!
& obviously, i had lotsa fun!
now now...
back to completing my learning journal, my comms assignment and prepare for my LTB presentation..
aBoUt LoVe..
11:17 AM.
Friday, October 27, 2006
yAy!!! presentation for political science is over..hehe..so..should i be happy or should i go write my name in the death note?? lol..
the presentation was GREAT! prof said it was excellent! and our slides and points brought up had such great structure that people raised so many questions...until prof had to say that its taking a long long time...hmm...
that stupid guy was shooting azzah and i questions...and i'm pissed off cuz he didn't put his questions nicely....in fact, he was so untactical in the way he put forth is questions to us....
aRRgHhHhHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but its over...darling said i should be glad that it is over...oh well!
aBoUt LoVe..
3:39 PM.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
tell me that my dreams wouldn't become reality...
cos if it does, my life will take a change..
:(
*scared
aBoUt LoVe..
12:03 PM.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
my heart hurts!
now i know how he feels when i talk about *him...
:(
dissapointed~
aBoUt LoVe..
11:13 PM.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
time passes so fast whenever i'm having fun..
sat's over...it means getting back to my boring schedule of quizzes presentations and meetings:(
it always seem that there isn't enough time for anything..sigh..
i'm afraid something happened to her..
i called but she didn't answer
msged but she didn't reply..
what's going on?
why is everything happening in such a way?
just what made her think about death?
As her closest friend, i'm in no position to step in and handle their problems..
because i feel it is a matter to be resolved between the 2 of them..
but i'm scared..
i don't want anything to happen to her..
she was a cheerful girl..
always there to lend me that shoulder to cry on whenever i needed it..
now its her turn, hoping to find someone who can lend that listening ear to her..
Yet, i wasn't there!
i can't find her :'(
till now, i can only pray that my lord will keep her safe in his arms..
not letting go..
telling his child that there are many people out there who care for her..
telling her that she is NOT allowed to take her life because he was the one who gave it to her..
and that he is the only one who can take it away from her..
cry girl! cry all you want! it isn't wrong to be crying..
thats the lesson i'd learnt from experiences..
its of no use trying to suppress everything within yourself..
talk to someone if you need...
call me! because i'll always be here for you whenever you need someone..
24/7 i'll be here with you! because you're my jie mei!
aBoUt LoVe..
12:26 PM.
Friday, October 20, 2006
i don't want you to feel this way...
its inevitable that life doesn't go the way we always want it to be..
but darling..we'll walk through this together alright?
hold my hand and don't let go..
cos at this moment of time, what we need is the reassurance from each other..
I'll be with you till the end of time,
to walk through this with you..
to hold you and assure you..
to love you and be with you..
with love,
-baby mel-
aBoUt LoVe..
11:39 AM.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
gosh! 44% for comms grammar quiz:( dissapointed by glad to say that its only 5% of my entire grade...so i dun really give a d*mn..
she made my day!
received a sms after my class and it read...
"i passed my maths. (: paper 1, 27/40. papper 2, 34/60."
gosh! happy happy happy!!!!
yAy!! thats my only achievement this week....hehehehe...
last day of the week tomorrow le....can't wait for it to end...and am definitely looking forward to saturday....cos after that....i'll be really really really busy....sigh...
*i'm sorry baby! thanks for being there with me...*huggs
aBoUt LoVe..
10:59 PM.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
:(
*sad...
*lonely...
*scared...
*lost...
*tired...
*unloved...
*unappreciated...
what should i do???
*girl...i proud to say that i've mastered the art of what you taught me(: people around me were happy and they made me happy though i was feeling really down...your method did work!*winks...hmm...it was tough and tiring to stay happy..but i managed...thanks!(:
aBoUt LoVe..
3:56 PM.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
:( D+ for sociology mid terms.....
just go and end your life melinda!!!
whats the use then of studying in a university when you're not getting what you want?? what are you doing then cos you ARE NOT DOING WELL?!?!
*died
aBoUt LoVe..
7:32 PM.
okie..these people are not STUP*D! in fact they're smarter than i am...
-sigh-...fancy them helping in the LTB project only when ian's around:(
wOw! so it seems to ian that i'm not doing anything for this project that is driving me nuts?!?! come on! ian can see who's working and who's not! it IS reflected in the minutes of meetings..and he obviously KNOWS it!
ian spoke to me last night and asked if everything was going fine..& i blatantly told him what i can't accept within the group. He said he'd seen it happening..just that he doesn't know what to do...oh well...we're suppose to be solving this kinda problems on our own anyway! wouldn't expect you to step in and solve it for us cos ultimately, you're just our TA and you've already done your best!(: just ask around..which TA actually comes down specially to sit in our meetings and assist us wholeheartedly??
political science report was sent to her last night cos she said we'll exchange our parts by monday. BUT, she hasn't sent her part to me!!! irresponsible :(
sociology report to be sent to Mich on friday for compilation and i'm about to finish it le..finally!(: but after looking at what TP wrote, i seriously dunnoe if she was listening during the meeting...and whether or not she looked through the minutes...sigh...it seems what she did was irrelevant :( *scared...cos I WANT MY A+!! i NEED my GPA of 3.4 and above to do a switch!
LTB exhibition this coming wed and thurs..so i'm gonna be really busy...& after the exhibition, it'll be full chiong~ing for me...:( of course i'm not looking forward to it cos i'm already feeling so drained~
its week 9 already...
Week 10:
monday - LTB meeting
tuesday - sociology meeting
wednesday - political science final meeting for simulation of presentation
friday - political science presentation / LTB meeting(not confirmed)
saturday - virtuoso finals
Week11:
monday - LTB presentation
friday - Stats assignment due
saturday - Comms assignment due
Week 12:
thursday - Comms Speech #2
Week 13:
tuesday - sociology presentation
thursday - Comms quiz #2(grammar & textbook)
Week 14(revision week):
please DO NOT disturb
Week 15(Final Exams):
tuesday - sociology
wednesday - stats
friday - political science
**mEEtIngs mEEtIngs and more mEEtIngs...
prEsEntAtIOns prEsEntAtIOns and more prEsEntAtIOns...
qUIzzEs and ExAms...
sigh~
The life of a uni student...
see dear...i'm sorry...:( promise to spend the whole hols with you..*huggz
aBoUt LoVe..
9:28 AM.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Posted at 9.20pm
:( he's so stressed..
should i give him a call?? or...
should i drop him a lil msg to tell him that i miss him & that i'll be there for him?? or...
should i just shHhhH...cuz he's busy...??
tired*'
Posted at 10.53pm
i decided to call..
called! & i stupidly started crying.
I realised i missed him so much!
aBoUt LoVe..
10:53 PM.
i'm not drunk can?? hahaha..i'm still so sober lor....btw, i only drank ABIT lar...compare to you guys who down cups after cups...WAH...*salute! haha...
okie...to please kelv, i'll just say that I admit I WAS abit drunk...LOL...cuz i was sprouting rubbish and i wasn't thinking properly...thats why i heard "safety first" as "51st", went "yar i think so too" when i didn't even know what the guys were talking about and I swear i thought Paul's chinese name was Zhong Han!! I didn't know that "Zhong Han" was Zhong Han's name...muahahaha...now i know...HAHA...well done!! hmm....then darling kelv kept laughing at me...*hmpphHh...hey cockroach dear...you drank more than me lar...think you couldn't find your way home after sending me to my place cos till now you haven't called me or sent me a good night msg...hehe...either you're lost...or you couldn't get a cab just now...or you're sleeping so soundly...LOL(: hmm...i shall wait and see...
oH yesh!!! darl, you played well today! hehe...didn't know you were so good until today...hehehe...hidden talent that i've yet to find out until today yar?? LOL....AK coaches are soOo confident of themselves. Thats what make them so special and different! (: they BELIEVE and they CONQUER! it was a good game...though the team lost by that one game, you'd done your best! so yeap...great job!*huggs
oH...and i officially declare that i LOVE MIC peeps and they're MY family!(: hehe...*ooPs...
aBoUt LoVe..
1:02 AM.
Saturday, October 14, 2006
i need a BREAK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(
just spare me can?!?! PLEASE?!?!?!
*tired
aBoUt LoVe..
12:58 AM.
Friday, October 13, 2006
just listen and don't argue..everything will be fine..
just understand and don't talk back..everyone will be happy..
just accept and don't share your view..things can be done fast..
just stay positive and don't show your unhappiness..people around you will be happy..
lessons from my experiences..
mel's not going to show that she's sad even if she is..
mel's not going to show that she's unhappy even if she does..
mel's not going to show that she's angry even if she has to be..
mel's not going to show that she's tired even if she was..
because all these emotions will eventually affect the people around me.
I dun want them to feel the same way as i do..
I WANT to feel the same way as they do..
To be happy..
aBoUt LoVe..
10:07 PM.
:( one week away from exhibition and we finally got a reply from her that they wouldn't be able to bring the kids down to view their own art pieces...*shocked!
just when all of us are looking forward to their arrival and the success of the whole LTB project, this kind of hiccup has to occur...gosh! it's really something that has taken us aback...
we blame her for replying to us so late...but then again, we know it is not her fault..we didn't come up with a contingency plan...so....they're calling for an emergency meeting tomorrow....
sigh:( there goes my holiday...
WHAT TERM BREAK?!?!?!! pure rubbish!! everyone's in school everyday lar...its either they're having meetings or they're studying...GSRs are fully booked and we have to book classrooms to have our meetings...haiyoh!!!!
HOW HOW HOW?!?!??!! they're not coming down for the exhibition le...:( why must such a thing happen at such a time??
we're all so busy...i have datelines to meet...political science project due on monday for compilation and edit....sociology project due on friday for compilation and edit!!!
GOSH!! we students have NO life!!!!!
*slaps
*whacks
*punchs
*kicks
*stabs
*rips apart
*kills
dead~T_T
aBoUt LoVe..
1:03 AM.
Monday, October 09, 2006
The fact that fate brought us together
Is something worth thinking about..
I'm not going to question your love towards me
Cuz I feel itz nothing worth talking about..
For I will alwaes stay true
And leaving you has never been in my thoughts..
Never will it be, i promise..
No one else can ever take your place in my heart
Cuz loving you is something forever..
I've learnt to live life as happily as it is
Cuz you'll never know when someone will leave you..
The many lessons and experiences,
The many happy times we shared I really thank you..
But still, I'll have to say "I love you"
For the times you shed tears for me..
May our love stand strong..
May this wonderful memories alwaes be held??
May I have a place in your HEART..
May I keep your LOVE forever??
May WE be together..
May I be your gf FOREVER??
May this last forever..
I'm not asking for an answer
Cuz I believe that nothing lasts forever
Itz only something that I've to express
To let you know how much I LOVE YOU!
-Love you, Miss you, Hug you, Kiss you-
from cockroachess to cockroach
aBoUt LoVe..
10:06 PM.
how blur can i get??:(
sent the comms assignment due on monday(12 noon) to another Wong Su Ling....gosh! i hope she accepted my late submission...sigh....stupid mel! YOU'RE SO BLUR!!!!
jie got married officially last night...signed the cert in front of my dad and marcus gor's dad...& in front of 300 over people present last night(:
gonna miss you jie!*congrats
aBoUt LoVe..
9:50 PM.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
no one can ever replace you in my heart..
you're my one and only..
aBoUt LoVe..
11:28 PM.
i'm going to miss you! :(
aBoUt LoVe..
9:35 PM.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
they started breaking down in tears all because of one person.
i simply don't understand why she has to impose her "laws" on us.
if we don't follow, she'll go around complaining to people that we didn't follow it :(
so..they are just going to do what she says just to appease her..
but...but...but...
hais...
aBoUt LoVe..
9:16 AM.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
You're the best baby!!
no one can ever touch my heart the way you do..
no one can ever cause my heart to hurt so much when i see you..
no one can ever make me cry the way you do..
no one will ever love me as much as you..
but..please don't do it again! :(
I don't need any flowers becos I know they don't last..
I don't need the best becos I only need to be with you..
I only need you by my side becos I know your love for me lasts forever..
aBoUt LoVe..
11:56 AM.
