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    Thursday, June 28, 2007

    i'm really tired...

    but though i'm tired, i really enjoyed myself today..its fun time working with the rest of the smu peeps and cracking stupid jokes with them...come to think of it, seniors are not that bad after all...hehe(:

    the profs/assoc profs/phd students were soOooo impressed with us lar! complemented that the school was beautiful..that we were really helpful..that we were fantastic student helpers..haha..

    everywhere i walk, i see smiles(: hmm..maybe thats because i smile to them also lar! muahaha

    anyway..thats my job! to assist whenever needed..and to make their stay in singapore a memorable one =)

    but we're all physically tired..woke up at 5am this morning..only to wait for the rest of the girls at the respective pick up points because they were late! hmphh!

    plus..we were all walking in heels the entire day with beautiful smiles on our faces..

    haha...imagine the painful feet! LOL!!!!

    YET..it was all the funny jokes and friendships plus bonds that led us to forget about all these physical hurt and look towards having lots of fun in the midst of working..

    2 more days to go...

    aBoUt LoVe..

    10:16 PM.

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    Wednesday, June 27, 2007

    from tomorrow till saturday, everyday's gonna be a battle...though its only for 3 days...but its gonna be quite a h*ll load of trouble..

    anyway, just accepted another tuition assignment..super duper near my place..like one blk away..haha..so i'm really glad!!(:

    planning for vivace'07 is already 3/4 done!!(: so i'm left with the execution part of the event..which is great! but i gonna meet the ACF guy to pass him our pamphlets..hmm..which has to be next week le..

    virtuoso'07 is in its midst of planning...i'm so glad we have a group of really efficient people in the comm lar!! jia you jia you jia you!!~


    its 4th day...are you back from medan le?? missed you alot!!~

    aBoUt LoVe..

    10:11 PM.

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    Sunday, June 24, 2007

    hmm..ken lao shi didn't lie to us...
    look wat i found on youtube!!!

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cl1YOrF5tHg

    aBoUt LoVe..

    2:35 PM.

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    Saturday, June 23, 2007

    its a happy day!!!~ hehehe...

    finally had a chance to meet up with my dear friends once again after such a long long time lar!! haiyoh...missed them too muchie le!!!~




    then..i met dear..though it was just for a lil shopping, dinner and a short spend at the beach..it was ALL worthwhile..every min every sec spent with each other was being treasured..it's only at times like this do i realise that we can't take love for granted..

    i'll miss you baby!!~

    no one but Him will understand the hurt deep inside my heart..

    aBoUt LoVe..

    9:56 PM.

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    Friday, June 22, 2007

    "I see victory, I feel unity
    I hear happiness in perfect harmony
    There is no place that I'd rather be today
    Where the spirit shines and runs through you and me"

    This is the first-ever Team Singapore inspirational song titled "Live Our Dreams" sung by Kit Chan..also the theme song which will be used for the closing ceremony of our national stadium..

    surprisingly, SMU M.I.C members had a share in the song as backup vocalists! recorded the voices today during vocal lesson & it was real hard work...cuz after that we had to record our own singles...haha...everyone was soOOo tired lar! can see from their faces...but we still endured on to complete the last and final vocal lesson that we'll be having as a class..

    can't wait to get my hands on my own recording!! just now we didn't even play back to hear the entire song...all she said was.."hmm..mei she me da wen ti...wo men patch gao ying de bu fen"...okie lor!! well done!! hahaha..



    tomorrow's baby's last day with me le..then he'll be off for another week...AGAIN!!~=(

    aBoUt LoVe..

    11:49 PM.

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    Thursday, June 21, 2007

    took a short test..

    guess what the results were??

    "you're emo..admit it!!!"

    &

    "you're the girl next door.."

    hahahaha..so expected right?? LOL!(:

    alright...i'm bored...

    aBoUt LoVe..

    9:11 PM.

    i love teaching this kid..she's so cute and hardworking lar!!~

    but her mum told me that she didn't have much of a choice since they moved over to singapore from her home country..

    a really bright and sweet girl!!~
    willing to learn, asking when in doubt =D

    its truly a blessing to be teaching her..

    & when i first stepped into the condo, i had to go register at the guard house...then the security guard asked for the reason i was there..so i said tuition..& they were joking around with me asking if i was teaching every other subjects...hahaha...but they were serious to begin with and took my number for their kids...gosh!!!

    gonna work for the informms marketing science conference that's gonna be held in the grounds of SMU starting next thursday till saturday...

    then there'll be the singing competition next saturday which i'm not prepared for since i haven't been able to sing properly for the past 5 days..haha..oh well!!

    will be meeting my gfs soon!!!~ yay yay yay!!! can't wait!!!! love them to bits and pieces!!!!~

    aBoUt LoVe..

    3:11 PM.

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    Wednesday, June 20, 2007

    i love my darling!!!~

    though we were both really tired after all the events today, we enjoyed each other's company..especially the playful side of us on the train and at the really romantic steps of the esplanade..

    the love..the hugs..the company..the laughters..the joy..the playfulness..the smiles..

    tired..but LOVED!~


    我没有其它的愿望..
    假如明天将消失了
    我只想记得
    被你抱着温热的感受

    Love's beautiful
    So beautiful..
    我失去过更珍惜拥有
    多庆幸我是我
    被你疼爱的我
    紧紧牵住的手
    不要放手永远守护我

    Love's beautiful
    So beautiful..
    我很快乐你会了解我
    我不会再哭泣
    是因为我相信
    我们勇敢的爱着
    每秒钟都能证明一生的美丽

    aBoUt LoVe..

    11:28 PM.

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    Tuesday, June 19, 2007

    just what do women want...

    not material goods..
    but someone who will love and comfort her..
    not a rich man..
    but a person who is willing to spend his life with her through thick & thin..
    not money..
    but someone who will spring surprises on her every now and then..
    not honeyed words and actions..
    but sincere ones that comes deep from within his heart..

    aBoUt LoVe..

    1:26 PM.

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    Monday, June 18, 2007

    omg! sickening~

    thought i could accept the tuition assignment and start teaching on saturday when the tutor in charge was asking me about this and that, not coming straight to the point!

    all you needed to ask was my commitment level and yet you went one BIG circle to speak your mind! WTH!!!~ i'm pissed!!!! being interrogated with questions like.."what if you have another assignment in serangoon at $25/hr? will you take it up??" LIKE DUH!!! why not?? its an additional income for me! BUT what's more important is my passion for the subject that i'm teaching...come on...you're talking to a person of integrity and principles...I can jolly well just take my pay for the 1st month and STOP teaching, leaving you to source for another tutor...but i'm not such a person!! if you don't trust me then what's the point of me working for your agency!! More importantly, if you've already made me so frustrated with your talking rounds in circles, then why should i go ahead and take up your assignment to let you earn that extra commission?? COME ON! i'm a undergrad and of course i understood the terms and conditions plus fee structure!!

    you were asking then why i would take up an assignment that pays me so little?? why then do you not pay the tutor by the market rate??? and if tutors were to tell you that they are interested in an assignment, it OBVIOUSLY means that they fully understood that we will be paid that much if we only had one student!! come on!!! WE ARE MATH TUTORS and we OBVIOUSLY know our sums better than you!!!!!!!!!!!!

    sick!!!!!! i dislike your attitude and i'm not going to take up your assignment...you can go ahead and give it to someone else whom you think will be committed to it and will still continue teaching if they are being paid only $12.50/hr for one student and not $25/hr...they should know it is a huge 50% cut from a normal home tuition rate!

    please...don't come crying to me for help if you can't find any tutor to take up your assignment Ms YAYA!!!

    & btw, your nickname really suits you to the core!!!!!!!!!


    *pissed!

    aBoUt LoVe..

    1:37 AM.

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    Saturday, June 16, 2007

    weird...

    everything's just so weird..
    what's going on??
    how come??
    why??
    what am i to do??

    its the very first time today after soOo long that i realised the true meaning of friendship..
    i missed my gfs..

    aBoUt LoVe..

    3:25 PM.

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    Friday, June 15, 2007

    "helloo melinda! really sorry cos my mum can't afford 2 tutors teaching me. But you're a very very nice teacher and i like you alot! Thank you for teaching me :D"

    ain't she such a sweet 'lil girl?? it was a great experience teaching her too...afterall, she was my first student..learnt alot in the process of tutoring..& i loved the moments she starts telling me about her school stuff and how she was doing her best to cope with it..

    NOW..

    everything would be left blank..

    but its alright(: sent her a really beautiful msg..to do her utmost best and most importantly, to believe in herself..

    aBoUt LoVe..

    11:36 PM.

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    Thursday, June 14, 2007

    No more tears to shed..
    Only the hurt left deep inside..


    i'm officially off from work...one day earlier actually...but thats because i asked for it...as in, there wasn't anything to do at work anymore and i was simply sitting there staring into blank space and reading my story book...wahahaha...oh well! so to do them a favor, i told a white lie...(: BUT guess what??!!!! big boss said..."leave us with your number..we'll give you a call should we need you again" wah lao!!! =( i dun wanna work there anymore..its like...i'm alone...i talk to myself...and i stare at myself...wahahaha...but i'm so glad that i'm off lar! hope they don't call me tomorrow...pray hard for me k???(:

    gonna help out at dad's roadshow tomorrow..hope all will be fine and that crazy guy wouldn't say he wanna play table tennis with me...wah lao! SIAO!!~ i don't even know how to play lar...

    don't you think its dangerous to just meet a stranger on the streets and give him/her your number?? thats like such a crazy thing to do...what happens if he/she is up to no good? are you desperate or what?? told mum about it and she too was shocked..omg! what has become of this person i once knew?? MADNESS!!~ INSANE!!~ CRAZY!!~ ECCENTRIC!!~

    a lovely 9 months...full of lessons learnt...yet i never knew how you felt until yesterday...thanks anyway!~ cuz i've now found my love, my life, my everything..

    baby!~ i'm missing you..
    its been 6 days (close to 7) since i last saw and talk to you =(
    surviving on smses is crazy..
    & its losing its meaning..
    can't wait to see you soon!
    *muacks







    *ah~choo!

    aBoUt LoVe..

    11:12 PM.

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    Friday, June 08, 2007

    how would you like someone else calling your darling "darling" and saying "i miss you" to him??



    its late! and i need my rest...so i shall not talk too much...


    1. finally ended the week..signed my time sheet and its gonna be pay soon...can't wait for work to end..

    2. i'm anti-social! i admit it..

    3. i enjoyed myself tonight though i was feeling really tired and my back was hurting really badly..

    3. he's leaving for camp tomorrow..he wouldn't have enough rest..he'll be tired..he might lose his voice..i wouldn't be able to see or talk to him..i will miss him..

    i am ALREADY missing him cuz he's still out celebrating his friend's birthday and i don't intend to call him just in case i'll get disappointed if i wouldn't get a chance to talk to him..so i'll just let it be..

    4. i'm tired and i'm going to sleep..


    *short and sweet*

    aBoUt LoVe..

    11:22 PM.

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    Thursday, June 07, 2007

    i'm officially certified with a back injury...hmm...no wonder its been hurting really badly for the past 2 days..

    so stupid lar...it either must be that sitting posture...or that bending down and standing up with piles of files in my arms...LOL! (: watever the case, i'm beginning to dread work...everyday i sit that 1hr bus ride to work just to wait for lunch time...after lunch time is over, i'll look forward to animal release! then i'll endure that 1hr bus ride home again!!! wahahaha!(: i sit in that lil cubicle, staring at the doctors' profiles and no one ever talks to me..H-E-H-E..wat a w-O-n-D-E-R-f-U-L and fulfiling job i have huh??

    baby's going away for camp again :( this time...its for 7 days...

    aBoUt LoVe..

    8:43 PM.

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    Tuesday, June 05, 2007

    its not boring...neither is it not worth my pay...

    1st day at work today after hiding at home for such a long long time
    colleagues were erm...nice...
    not fantastically nice but haiyah...nice lar...
    but i've decided to either lunch on my own..or not lunch at all..
    BUT..i can't let mum know..cuz she already gave me a tongue lashing today..
    oh well..
    i can't wait for this job to end..


    there's another one awaiting me...
    a post as an agency manager at A*A
    but like baby said, i think its like the M*M company like that..
    hmm...but well...will still go down for the interview to see what they have to offer me..
    crazEEeeeee lar!
    don't they know that i'm still an undergraduate??
    what kind of post is that???!!!!!

    aBoUt LoVe..

    8:29 PM.

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    Sunday, June 03, 2007

    the law of attraction really works!!

    aBoUt LoVe..

    12:27 AM.

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    Friday, June 01, 2007

    baby's away in camp..
    n i'm left all alone to fend for myself these days..
    i wonder if he's had enough rest..
    those crazy but satisfying camps are draining his energies dry..
    poor darling!~ :(

    i wanna get a new lappie..
    that lenovo/thinkpad/IBM 12" one..
    but gosh! its $2999..
    sigh..

    going for vocal lesson later..
    my last lesson this season i guess..
    unless i'm continuing with the advance..
    and unless there is advance class..
    but i'll be going alone..
    without baby..

    i'm missing you!~




    being with you is a choice I've made
    a choice I know I will never regret..
    it was a chance
    a sort of fate that brought us together
    for us to fall in love
    for us to embark on this journey together
    a journey that I will walk on with you till the day I breathe my last

    aBoUt LoVe..

    11:36 AM.

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