it'll be 2007 in just another day..& i'm definitely looking forward to it..
2006 closes with a wonderful chapter of my life..
beautiful memories and experiences..challenges and friends made through this year..
it was just a year ago that i sat for my A levels..and last year today, i was rotting at home, sending out my resumes and looking for the most suitable job for myself..went through rounds and rounds of interview until i finally secured my job at n*f*..my life in the working world began then..over those months, i saw many people come and go..my work experience increased over time..i began understanding what they meant by office politics..
sat for my SAT and waited for the results...sent it to SMU to appeal for a transfer but to no avail..
applied and called all the tuition agencies i could find in Spore just to secure a few tuition assignments...and my tutoring adventure began from there..
A level results was finally released in May and i saw both tears of joy and sorrow..
for myself, it was a heave of relief that i can finally move on to the next chapter of my life..
entered into SMU and i began my first few lessons as a uni undergraduate..everything seemed different..yet life to me is much much better as compared to the A level days..
sat for my final term papers and received my results..a prove of how much effort i have put in this year..=X
and..i met shenn..shy and demure as she was described to me..a beautiful lady to be..
life has been interesting and yet hectic this year..with new people appearing in my life..and some..or should i say many...drifting off from this lil land of mine...plus new experiences and lessons learnt through the many trials i've been put through..
time had been altered throughout the many years..friends may appear in your life for that very moment...but the next, they are gone...yet there are some whom will stay FOREVER on this lil island of mine..these i call, my true friends..
you see..mel doesn't need so many friends..all she needs are a few true friends who are willing to share their joys and sorrows with her (=
& this i end my final entry in 2006...
Happy new year!~
aBoUt LoVe..
9:34 PM.
drink drank drunk...
K.O.!!~
hehe..chalet was fun..all thanks to many people..(=
school's beginning in just a few days time..woOhOo..& of course i'm looking forward to my 1st psychology lesson..hehe..
going to sleep le..i feel like puking sia..too much of vodka kills..hehe..*oOps..just kidding..
ZzzZzzzzzz
aBoUt LoVe..
12:33 PM.
Friday, December 29, 2006
stooOopid internet!~ woOps..hehe..
aBoUt LoVe..
10:38 AM.
Monday, December 25, 2006
all i want for christmas...
perhaps sometimes it would be better if you make yourself happy..cuz that'll only spread to others..this christmas was special..i hope the many christmas' ahead would be as special as this..
lil gifts that baby mel got this year from her loved ones..
(of course not including the one that baby kelv gave) 
&..its time to let go..of all the unhappiness and sorrows..
to usher in the new year..
to start with a new beginning and end with another story..
together with kelv.. there you go!~ now you know why i had a wonderful christmas this year? all because i didn't spend it alone..but with someone i love..<3
aBoUt LoVe..
11:24 AM.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
as lil children we would dream of christmas mourn
and all the gifts and toys we knew we'd find
but we never realised a baby borned one precious night
gave us the greatest gift of our lives
as the years go by we learn more about gifts
the giving of ourselves and what that means
on a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
because of love, because of love!~
we are the reason that he gave his life
we are the reason that he suffered and died
to a world that was lost he gave all he could give
to show us the reason to live
time flies..it was just last year that i was enjoying myself after sitting for the gruelling A levels and today, i'm enjoying myself after sitting for my first final term papers in SMU..how fast can this get??
tis the season for giving and sharing..
went out with mum to get the christmas pressies and we spent a huge bomb! gosh!~ perhaps sometimes it isn't the gifts that matters so much to me..afterall i have everything i need..all these are just wants! so much for love and joy in the air huh? but i want more of it..all i wish this christmas is for people around me to be happy..because only then can they spread the joy and love around..(=
just yesterday keith laoshi said.."to be a professional singer, you first have to learn to be happy. SMILE! because thats what opens up your cavity, improves your character and enables you to feel a song better." INTERESTING!~
stood up to sing Zhi De by Zheng Xiu Wen yesterday..keith lao shi said.."look at someone you don't know and sing to them..only then can you overcome your fear..overall, good(= good projection and tone..but like many of them, you need to put feelings into your song..don't be afraid to hit the high notes..hen(2) hao(3).."
SMILE? oOoo...be happy?? i see...okie dokie(=
its gonna be christmas once again..
& thereafter, i can only look forward to the new semester...the start of a new year..
to my friends, i know its been a long time since i last met some of you..have been rather busy with i dun know what either..maybe sometimes its because i choose not to meet up..perhaps sometimes its because i just needed some time alone..then again, maybe its because i have other priorities..you've been great friends..always there to support me through..i've always thanked God for letting you walk into my life..because you were the people who brighten up the darkest days of my life and led me through these 19 years..you were the people who spoke to me and understood me, accompanied me and loved me..tis season, i wouldn't give anything materialistic..i'll just say.."thanks for being my friend. I'll treasure you and love you. it has never been a regret knowing you or having you as my friend because i know that God has his plan for placing you in the path i'm walking. Each and everyone of you have a purpose in my life..either to guide me, to love me, to listent to me..or simply to just walk through difficult times with me. Mel has been a naughty kid this year..so santa wouldn't give me a pressie on this really special occassion..i'm on his naughty list! hehe..she hasn't done her best for her 1st sem in uni..see!~ hehehe..(= so...
all the best my friends. No matter what you will always be on my mind. never forgotten..always remembered..especially those who stood by me through the darkest times of my life..my dearest jie mei, del, pat, angie, may...thanks for being there (= & of course not forgetting those in the army..ryan, leo, yen..all the best orh! its just one and a half more years..jia you jia you!~
alright..and to the rest..you know you should be happy this season...so SMILE and bring JOY to people around you..enjoy yourself on this really special day..
mel says.."merry Xmas!~" *hugs
aBoUt LoVe..
10:00 AM.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
i missed you too..
home..away..and back home i am..
that short but wonderful trip really made all of us want to go back there again..
dad and mum tried to smuggle me into the casino...but we failed...*TWICE...stupid security grabbed me by my hand and asked for my i/c...stupid stupid stupid! but oh well...its the thrill of getting pass that gantry without getting caught..hehe..mag did get in though...but she said she saw the black and red until she became blur..hahaha..
enjoyed lots...but baby kelv was always on my mind...couldn't stop thinking of him=(
now that i'm back, i don't even know if i can give him a call...think he's too busy preparing for his bash ba...plus camp just ended so he needs his rest...oh well...i can only miss him even more..
baby kelv, i missed you so terribly, terribly!=( you lost your voice again?!?! why didn't they take good care of you?? she promised me! what happened to the pi pa gao they promised to get for you?? these 3 days couldn't be compared to the 9 days we endured...but i kept thinking of you...i missed you missed you missed you!!!!
aBoUt LoVe..
11:23 PM.
Friday, December 15, 2006
sometimes, wanting to find out more is a bad thing..
knowing something more than what you should is horrible!
brainwash me! take the pain away..
please~
sharing of our happiness, joys and sorrows..
understanding the every moment each of us are going through..
knowing how each is feeling..
putting ourselves in the shoes of others..
keeping quiet when you know you should and listen..
then..
don't say sorry if you're not in the wrong..
"s-o-r-r-y" is a banned word in my dictionary..
just like how "T-R-Y" is a banned word..
sometimes all i need is someone who can listen..
someone who can understand me..
and walk the every path i'm walking through with me..
how do they define compatibility?
why do they say some people are incompatible?
in terms of status? wealth? Prestige? education level? maturity?
how about the reasons closer to me..like results? priorities in life? age?
watching tv makes me think..sometimes, these lil details in drama's i watch overlaps with my life..maybe i should stop watching them..is it because of the high educational level that i'm forced to do this kinda link? too much studying and reading into the details?? the main purpose of the media is to "feed" us...not to make us think! its a medium for relaxation..not something that makes you work your mind..
oh well!~
vocal lesson starts today..
&..i was suppose to be out with baby =(
but its okie so long as i treasure every moment spent with him..
cuz life's too short to be unhappy..
aBoUt LoVe..
9:15 AM.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
a silly me slept while waiting for 1130 to arrive..
until darling kelv called me to ask why i hadn't called him..
*oh gosh oh gosh
that was at 1230...then baby told me to go back to sleep..
:( i'm sorry darling!
*hehe..call you tonight k..*loves
aBoUt LoVe..
10:57 AM.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Wondered if sacrificing so much for someone is all worth it?
Helped someone out but he or she isnt grateful?
Ever thought twice before giving up something, just to do something nice for someone undeserving?
just how do they define "undeserving"?
Is LOVE the only reason you are willing to sacrifice for that other person? Just because you love him/her?
Yet is love all about sacrifices?
i'm just too innocent to know..
yes i've been in love...not once...but twice...
and all these profound knowledge about LOVE is all so confusing!
is it that lil girl who is growing up talking about these?
these highly confusing love and sacrifices that she had once watched on the television or read in her novels?
why would 2 people fall in love?
how can 2 people meet and fall in love?
why then would beginning a relationship be on their mind?
how can they end up spending their whole life together?
wouldn't they get sick of each other?
is this what they call unconditional love?
soO much that you wouldn't be able to eat or sleep once you have lost your partner?
or even to end your life?
don't you tell me about FATE..
i believe in it..
but as for the reason to why i do, i can't give you a definite answer..
they took baby kelv away from me for 9 days..and during these 9 days, i felt lost! it hurt so much! like something was missing in my life...and when i spoke to him on the phone one night, i was over the moon!!!
is this what they call unconditional love?
it makes me treasure the times i spend with him even more..
so...how are they able to say that you can love a person to the extend that you can NOT love him/her? HOW HOW HOW??
aBoUt LoVe..
11:52 PM.
the consequence of not putting in enough effort for my courses??? WHAT RUBBISH ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!?!?!
C+ for Comms 101
C+ for Political Science
A- for Stats 101
A- for LTB
AND i'm going to EXPECT a C+ and below for Soci!!!!
WTH!!! ok...i'm totally not in a time for the seasons celebrations....
DON'T TALK TO ME!!!!!
come on mel! don't lie to yourself...yOu're NOT DOING WELL!!!!!
but but but..i have friends who got C- for stats!!
heh...gloating at their misfortune? come on! thats ONLY one module out of the 5 you are taking this semester!!!!!! who knows he secured a A/A+ for their other modules?? WHO KNOWS!!
they said it was easy to get a A for EVERY module!! RUBBISH!!!!!
&....i see a trend in my results....woOhOo~ is that good or bad?? huh huh huh?? tell me!
aBoUt LoVe..
11:02 AM.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
aHhH!! i'm so sure pat's gp has improved..."girl arh..just read your blog and it was so full of mo shui lar...LOL...now you know why you're majoring in sociology...hehe.."
& yes, 091206 marks the happiest day of my life after the gruelling final terms..hehe..i'm sure many of them will agree with me...we were mugging and mugging and mugging...only to hope for the best results on our transcripts...for that A+(: during these few weeks of mugging, i wouldn't deny i was looking forward to the day i could meet the girls...confidants and great friends who i had relied upon while i was in jc(: gosh! i missed them so much~
finally met up with them today to give ms chiew a lil birthday surprise..hehee....& i'm sure we all had a fun time just sitting down to chat and chat and chat(:
qiwei's army experience was an eye opener to a city kid like me...
aizhu's lab reports sounded scary...
del's super stressed out look really made me wonder if she was really coping fine(but i'm sure she is..)
pat's weber, durkheim and marx really made me feel at home..(all because i've been studying it this term)
JY's SMU experience and all those presentations(plus her A in comms101), really made me admire her
ms chiew's advices and lil lessons taught today made me realise that i should be aiming for what i want in life..(a decent degree and secure that job interview..then, excel! show them what you've got)
karaoke was sung, lunch was eaten, cake was cut...and we were sitting there catching up with each other about uni life and army life..until the photos were taken...then we left(:
it was quite disappointing that only 7 people turned up to celebrate ms chiew's bday..but we still had fun(: i know jy, pat and i organised it quite last min..but i thought we should still give it a try...and we managed to get so many people...quite an achievement actually..(:
ms chiew taught me lots of stuff today..though she's no longer our tutor, she has always been there to continue guiding us and teaching us new things each time we meet..she msged me and told me that if i had any problems or just needed to talk, or wanted some advice, i could always give her a call....
~wOw! thats what i call a REAL tutor(:
**darling kelv's coming back tomorrow...hehehe...yAy!!~
pat arh...now you know why i was so happy?? hehe..
aBoUt LoVe..
11:24 PM.
Friday, December 08, 2006
friday?? oh! FRIDAY?!?! did you just say its FRIDAY?????
hmm..in just 2 more days, darling kelv is coming back from camp..
yAy!!~
aBoUt LoVe..
1:37 PM.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
ever wondered how ex~es can eventually become good friends even after their break-up? i always thought it only happens in movies and tv soap dramas that we watch in our every day life because it just seems too good to be true..
taking the fact that we're all humans and that we are all weird(i mean literally), such wonderful endings isn't something that might eventually occur..
it's just one year after ryn and i broke up and today, we're on such great talking terms..friends who can talk about almost anything under the sun..from tuition assignments, to army life, to uni life, to buying of hps..
i never did dream that this will happen..but i'm happy that it did happen afterall..and i thank god for that..
friends who can listen..i'm still in search for more of them..but i know for sure that i've already found one (=
aBoUt LoVe..
1:58 PM.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
5 more days and counting...
pat says she wanna go kbox..but i was thinking it'll be quite unfair to angie cuz she doesn't sing at those kinda places...hmm...oh well...tough choice..all i can do is to organise something else some other day...aHh! good idea* hehe..
got to hear darling's voice yesterday..hehe(: wanted to talk more..but i guessed he was tired after that really long day at camp...plus i wasn't feeling too well..so yeap..
darling..
I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!!!~ I REALLY LOVE YOU TOO!!! *winks
ahHh cHoo!~
aBoUt LoVe..
12:39 PM.
Monday, December 04, 2006
aHhH chOoo~~
hmm...bless me*
been sneezing the whole day..its either someone's thinking of me or the dust at home's really bad because of the construction..
aHhH chOoo~
aBoUt LoVe..
11:12 PM.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
okie okie...i admit...
i miss my darling!("
aBoUt LoVe..
10:11 PM.
its 2 days into baby kelv's camp & i'm beginning to feel a lil bored at home..
sigh..
spent the whole day home watching tv yesterday..then went to sitex with da..soOoO many people lar..but luckily i managed to get what i wanted..hehe(:
i missed you=(
aBoUt LoVe..
9:40 AM.
Friday, December 01, 2006
yAy!!!! pol science is over and its time for me to relax! woOhoo..no more readings to do...and i'm off to selling my textbooks and my NOTES...muahaha...i'm in serious need of money cos christmas is coming and i want the best for my loved ones...so yeap yeap yeap..hehe(:
3 essays written in 3 hours..and i wrote until my pens ran out of ink. Oh that reminds me...i gotta get myself some ink later..haha..(:
sing sing sing
shop shop shop
sleep sleep sleep
yAy!!!!
aBoUt LoVe..
3:19 PM.
