its 9 months le..
thanks for being my wonderful bf..
always caring for and loving me..
keeping me safe and spoiling me..
i love you baby!~
will miss you when you're away for camp..
waiting patiently for you to be back!!
Would you be there
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
If i'm away, would you still think of me,
And wish that you could hold me now,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you will always be there,
To kiss my pain away...
Would you be there?
for me...
aBoUt LoVe..
1:17 AM.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
yay!!!~
my application for relief teaching has been given the green go ahead! now i only have to wait for schools to call me..hehe..
received a call from ad*cc* yesterday after sending in my resume...then lynn said she has an assignment at hand for me(: hoping to start like sOon!~ hmm...but i'm still awaiting for her call...will be working in a governmental institute if they accept my application...(:
wait wait wait!!!!~
aBoUt LoVe..
1:53 PM.
he made history in my life!!~
went on a pRatA hunt with darling at about 1plus in the morning..ordered our food and it took 15 min to arrive...then we asked for the bill and it took 15 min for the guy to tell us how much it cost altogether..then we gave a $10 note and it took another 15 min for them to return our change...WELL DONE right??!!!! hahaha..
and the funniest thing was...the *nd*aN guy said.."ok ok wait wait" when we first asked for the bill...then we waited and waited...but no one came...then we saw the same *nd*aN guy walking back to the stall with new paper in his hands...wOw!!! then darling said...new paper was more important than collecting $$ from his customers...wahahaha..
could have had free pRatA this morning cuz darling kept telling me to leave...afterall they didn't want to take our money...hahaha...oh well!~
now i know...
aBoUt LoVe..
11:29 AM.
Monday, May 28, 2007
relationships are so unpredictable..
one day they are together..and another..they're not..
then they're back together again..and then..once again..they break..
two years and a few months..and today, he gave the same reason as what he did for the break up..the same pain she has to go through each time he says "lets end"..
they were just talking about what they were going to do for the week..and then..all these plans became ash..
while talking to me, she cried, telling me that she doesn't want to let go..he too..can't bear to let her go..but because of circumstances, he had to..
he was immature..unsure of what he wants in his life..undecided between this relationship or ...
she was much more matured..always thinking about the relationship though she knew the break up would come sooner or later..not thinking too much about that, she decided to just spend whatever time she has left with him happily..
but..he ended it..
"for the last time..i love you.." - that was his last sweet words to her
a lesson learned for me today..
to treasure and cherish darling..
to love him like i've never loved anyone before..
to always let him know that i love him..
to shower him with care and love everytime..
to enjoy every time i am with baby..
to kiss him and tell him.."i'll treasure you baby!~"
aBoUt LoVe..
1:15 AM.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
omg omg!!!~ darling brought me to play the candy game today! hehehe..had so much fun...especially when you know you are in luck to grab lotsa sweets and hit jackpot at the same time...woOhooO~ now i'm so happy i can't fall asleep..hehe..(: just look at the stuff we got...omg omg!!!~ happy happy happy!! thanks for the wonderful night darling! *muacks*
*mel & kel*
*kel & mel*
*see that small milk bottle VS the big one??*
there they lie on my bed =)
i felt like a child in my very own wonderland..so happy..so carefree..so loved..
*yawns*time to go to bed!~
aBoUt LoVe..
12:13 AM.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
when you think too much this is what happens..
my stars says..
"Take a deep breath and come out of that contemplative state. You do some of your best thinking while alone, but it's in relationships that you really learn to thrive - yes, even you. Your loved ones want to see you"
your stars says..
" You're willing to move on and you're more than ready to make up for lost time, but it is the other party feeling equally as generous? If not, don't be too quick to make up for his lack of enthusiasm. It takes two to tango"
don't you think sometimes these stars tells us alot?? especially when it says something that is so spot on??
i miss U!~i miss U!~i miss U!~i miss U!~
aBoUt LoVe..
1:27 PM.
Friday, May 25, 2007
attempted recording for the second time..
lao shi did "patching" for us...hehe...more fun than recording the full song lei...but was very stressful...with everyone staring at you..all in hopes that you can sing to lao shi's standards(: plus..that look on lao shi's face....wah sei...it really scares you!! hehe(:
changed my song today...liang jing ru's wu tiao jian wei ni...then they said it sounded much better than the previous song recording....luckily i made the right decision..
I WANT MY RECORDING!!!!~ quick quick quick..please....
aBoUt LoVe..
11:14 PM.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
msges were sent..
calls were made..
but there was no one on the other end answering them..
my imagination ran wild..
every 5 min i'd call..
wondering what had happened..
sitting by my desk staring at my handphone..
wondering when you'd reply my smses..
no one will ever know how helpless i felt at that moment in time :'(
then..
i finally received a reply..
relieved & happy i was..
wanting to tell you how much you were being missed..
but you were busy..
& i hadn't had the chance to say it..
so i'd say it here and now..
baby i miss you!~
disappointed! :'(
aBoUt LoVe..
11:26 PM.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
stepped into the recording studio for my very first time yesterday...gosh! finally had the chance..hehe..but..when you're in there, it means total isolation from the people around you..all communication lines are broken unless you put on that headphones..haha...and the best thing's that the condenser mic picks up sounds like a pin drop and blah blah blah....wah sei..that goes to show how sensitive a condensor mic is..(:recorded my song and lao shi played it back yesterday to listen through..then he said.."i would say this is a safe song lor..mei you she me hao pi ping de..." oh well...expected comments...so...should i change my song?? sigh... 
aBoUt LoVe..
10:56 AM.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
i'm back..
it was a fun-filled.. adventuresome.. thrilling.. exciting.. and relaxed trip..
YET
full of hurt..pain..and tears..
lets talk about the fun and exciting part first..
sat on the sickening space shot for the first time in my entire life..they keep you suspended in the air for 12 sec and drop you down like some crazy fool...so fast that you can't even scream your hearts out! wahaha..
then there was the smuggling into the casino..attempted soOo many times and finally..i managed to step in..yay yay yay!!! but i didn't like it in there..people just kept smoking and smoking..inside looks just like its packed with haze..& i played but lost...so it dampened my spirits even more..plus..that stupid flu that i was having..gosh! i was totally in NO mood to gamble!
had lotsa fun with kenneth too...that little boy...never fails to make me happy though he irritates me with his "why this why that" questions..hehe..i still love him! oh gosh!! talking about him now makes me miss him alot..he's just so cute!!
oH...plus...the food...the movie...the basketball games...the che*ating for free games...and everything else! it was all soOo fun!!!
and just when i tot this trip would be a really memorable one..it turned out to be true..memorable in the sense that it ended with a HUGE BANG (in the literal sense I mean) :(
till now i still fear the same scene that had happened yesterday..the screams and howling of words..the hurt and pain that we both felt within..that..i can say, was our third major quarrel..sometimes, i really wonder if it was my fault..and most of the time, i believe it to be cos reasons and specific events were quoted..
"i am who i am.."
"i am who i am too kelv..
so love me for me
just like i'm learning to love you for who you are..
let that devil lie dormant for as long as it can
and that angel live forever within you..
giving me a chance to work on what i have
giving us..a chance to work this together..
sometimes it hurts me with the words you say
little needles piercing into my heart like yesterday
sometimes i wonder if i should truly continue
loving a man like you..
yesterday's words told me you didn't know me deep enough
for you to say those words that make me tear like flood
stay strong don't cry i told myself
yet tears kept flowing down that aisle..
now that everything has been solved..
i guess that heart to heart talk really speaks lots
seeing the other couple being so loving
it gives me hope that life still gets moving
telling me you love me
with that look in your eyes..
makes me hurt even more
deep inside..
yesterday's events have become a history for me
but still remains as a nightmare in me
i pray i wish i hope
that you'll still love me like when we first began.."
aBoUt LoVe..
10:58 AM.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
you know...after a long wait, i finally received this...
letter from the m*o*e telling me to go for an interview for a teaching position...the thing is...i applied for relief teaching...NOT for a DIP ED programme...lol...anyway, i guess it was fault on my part also..*blur mel applied wrongly*oOps*
interview is today at 2.30pm...opened the letterbox at 1.45pm and saw the letter...WELL DONE RIGHT??? LOL!!!! so i didn't make it on time in the end:( otherwise i could have kindly let them know that i actually wanted to apply for relief teaching...
& the best thing is that...they wanted me to teach pri school chinese!!!!!! wahahaha..
aBoUt LoVe..
1:43 PM.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
its been 3 days 9 hours 54 min and 43 sec since i last saw baby!~ poor darling has been sick since saturday but he still pei wo play pool..so sweet right?!! but luckily he's feeling better le..(:
have been rather busy preparing for vivace..actually the rough plan is already out..only need people to help me complete it..hmm..but before that, meeting with paul is a must to let him know everything thats gonna happen..didn't do much of a change to the previous execution and planning though..
meeting on thursday..luckily i checked my email..then friday's vocal lesson and saturday's exco gathering...a fun filled week huh?? lol(:
accumulated GPA?? 3.08....yay yay yay!!!!~
aBoUt LoVe..
9:52 AM.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
"its because I love<3 you!~"
now i know how it hurts when seeing your loved one in pain..
aBoUt LoVe..
10:50 AM.
Saturday, May 05, 2007
cherished..
a time well spent to make both happy..
short but worthwhile..(:
aBoUt LoVe..
9:15 PM.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS!!!! hehe..ah-hem...shouldn't talk so much...LOL(: the photos tell all!!
aBoUt LoVe..
6:20 PM.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
13520..
those were the words that touched his heart and let him know how much i actually love him..
made baby angry today..until he screamed at me and talked sense into his girlfriend..sigh..
this...was something else that touched his heart..
luckily everything became fine after that...thank god!!~
I LOVE BABY KELV!~
aBoUt LoVe..
11:05 PM.
3 weeks into my holidays and very quickly, school's going to start again, stepping in as year 2..
time indeed has flown pass me before i was able to take a breath once again..everything was like "quick quick quick"! and before i know it, i've completed year 1 in the uni already..many things had happened since i stepped into uni...became a more outspoken person you can say!(: which is a really good thing..especially if you wanna secure that A grade!! muahahaha..
the term that just passed had been fantastically quick...but I learnt alot! from making new friends, to increasing that density of knowledge in my brain, to working with seniors who really hate you to the core!!
anyways, fel told me that she's busy with the preparation for the upcoming virtuoso '07...that'll be her first major project as the new events director...gosh! then she asked me about vivace '07 which is...er...in 3 1/2 months time...oOps! so well done right??
leaving singapore on 14th..
aBoUt LoVe..
10:19 AM.
