A level results out on 1st march!
Is that a fear or a reason for me to rejoice? It was just 2 years back when I last received my O level results from Mrs Koh..& on 1st march, I'll be receiving my A level results from ms chiew. Ask me if I'm excited? I definitely am. But amidst the excitedness, there carries a sense of fear and insecurity. All because I'm not hypnotised by the fact that watever you do, you'll SURELY get into a Uni after your A levels in NY. The fact that I haven't been doing well in NY tells that this coming A level release might not be one that I'm looking forward to. Results that I might not at the least expect.
I wanna do well and get on to the Uni. Isn't that wat everyone's looking forward to? But if everyone wants to get into the Uni and there are limited spaces for the course you want to do, is it still worthwhile fighting and competing with so many people just for that one place in the Uni? But if you don't do well and not get into a Uni, where will you end up then meLinDa?? End up working for a year like your sis?? Or get yourself a place in the Poly and study for another 3 years, when by then, all your peers would have already graduated from the Uni with a Bachelor in something?? Or better still..a Honours??
Is that what I really want? To be stopped at this position of the education ladder that I've already climb so far all because of the A levels?? No! I wouldn't want to. Its everyone's dream to move on and climb higher. Its my dream too.
You'll be there, I know you'll be there with me on the day of the release..Thanks!(:
aBoUt LoVe..
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