no..I'm not attached..
no..there aren't any guys after us..
no..I'm not going to be the next campus superstar cuz I've basically outgrown that age limit..
& thanks for that compliment..
I lost that singing competition not because I wasn't good..it was because that auntie sang better and the choice of song suited the atmosphere and event..I lost..but I lost knowing that the lady was a much better singer than I am..but losing to that guy who sang that stupid chinese song was really..arghHhhH!!
& yes I got 3rd..which is not very good...cuz my dad said i was suppose to be 2nd..and thanks to those judges who didn't know how to judge, i lost to that stupid guy by a few marks...aHhhhhh!!
some people are just unfair! when I sang, when my cousins sang, our mic was like sooOoooo soft...NO BASS! NO VOLUME! how to WIN?!?!?! and btw, I told that person to up my mic volume during my song interlude and she gave me that stupid face...wah...feel like giving her a box in her face mans..fancy helping your own people..thatz unfair competition..Hmphh!!
watever the case, winning wasn't everything..12 people competed..3 trophies..I told my mum it was just for the fun of it..afterall, i needed some kinda experience, at least to be singing in front of so many people so that I'd be able to stand in front of the jue dui superstar judges when the time comes..hahaha..
to sidetrack a bit..ermz..heard from my guy friends that army life isn't that bad afterall..haha..cuz they gossip in there..hahahaha..oOps..but I'm glad they're having quite a good time in there at least..with nice and friendly platoon commanders..bunkmates who are willing to talk it out with them..friends who are able to stand as a unit together with you..
but something he said strucked me.."army is a test of our relationship. Whether or not we're able to withstand the days without each other when I'm in army, is something that will prove if our relationship would last a lifetime." he said he was afraid of losing his gf..but looking at things now, everything seems normal..because they love each other wholeheartedly..why think of the unthinkable and unbelieveable when nothing has yet to happen?? why do you think of losing her when your love for her is so deep?? No matter what, losing her may be something hurting. So why not treasure her while u still can and not lose her?? Keep thinking of losing her and you'll really lose her someday. Keep thinking of a breakup and you'll breakup someday. So embrace the present and look forward to spending that future together..if only you iron things out together..if only the 2 of you are willing to sacrifice for each other, everything will have a perfect ending..
14th feb..I know you wouldn't be able to be out to spend that day with her..but let her know that she's in your heart by giving her a call and at least tell her how much you've missed her. Its just another day no doubt..but its a special day set aside for couples to reaffirm their relationships. I don't know much. But I'll only know that she'll be touched. Thats the only thing I can do for the both of you. There's nothing much from me..only blessings & hopes that you'll remain together because a break would not do any good to the both of you (:
aBoUt LoVe..
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