You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye
*I'm sorry I kept it from you till this morning..I didn't want things to turn out this way either..but you know what? I'm glad I made things clear..Afterall, whats meant to be was meant to be..I hope you're not angry...smile k?? hehehe..(: & btw, I don't blame you for anything lar..just that, hmm..you'll still can be friends right?? I know you don't like it..I know you blame him for it..but whats over is over..oh yesh..btw, ermz..itz not leo's fault..as in, cuz he decided to go last min..yeap yeap..
*leo..dui bu qi wor..last min I told you that I didn't want to go..hmm...was suppose to be a gathering for the old ones..but I didn't make it in the end..hehe..didn't want to feel left out..and ermz..i guess the situation will be quite weird lars..hehe...don't blame me arhs..lolz...anywayz, WHERE'S MY BUBBLE TEA?!?!?! haiyohs..hOpE yOu hAd fUn!!(:
went k today..ermz...not too bad...just that I think my mood was kinda spoilt by whatever happened in the morning..kena "scolded" by my instructor..then plus the evening thing that was cancelled..hmm..but i don't blame anyone lars...if there's someone to blame, it would be me..
& i sounded weird..cuz I wasn't in the mood at all..and the stupid aircon was soOooo cold! oh by the way, i was screaming into the mic cuz I had to let everything within me out..hehe..
*JY..I'm fine..just that I was affected by everything that happened today..then plus..plus..something else..yar..so i was hmm..feeling kinda down..yeap yeap...but its okie lars..I'm fine now..thanks thanks..(:
it may be the last and final time..
but there's no other way,
than to say goodbye..
aBoUt LoVe..
8:31 PM.
