is it common to fall into a relationship once you know someone for about one week?? it really scares me at the rate people are beginning relationships. Things like.."hai..never mind lar..just give it a try. After 3 months if things doesn't work out then break lor.." Come to think of it, i started my relationship like a train. Thats why it ended so abruptly..
you think you can build upon it? please think twice my dear girl. Come on..you have more experience in this than me. Hurting that other party is no fun to play with.
Yet you told me he's everything you look for in a bf..yes i agree! Just how many people out there acquires the stuff you search for in a life partner? But please know that not everyone out there is perfect. He may have the qualities you look for..but..is he really the one?? everyone has flaws..whether or not you are able to accept it thats another point.
He was everything i looked for in a bf too. But months after months, i begin to see flaws in him. Flaws which i sometimes could come to terms with and accept it. Others, i'd just turn a blind eye. I would have wished I told him what I wanted..my thoughts..my feelings at the very point. But when you're deeply in love, you just want everything to seem so perfect. Like as though every flaw..every unhappiness, would pose a danger to your already rocky relationship. Perhaps signals sent should have already been telling me that "hey..i'm tired..lets end it off here.."...or perhaps..."lets just take a break. can't you see that i'm ignoring you?" But i was blinded..turned off to the very red light that was telling me.."STOP melinda..stop to see whats going in front of you. Put yourself in his shoes and see what he's point of view is. See what he's thinking about. Why is he acting that way towards you?" But i went on..thinking that everything was still going on smoothly..thinking that everything would end well even after we leave those walls of JC life.
I was wrong girl. Thinking of building up on the relationship? Perhaps it may work out. Cuz he loves you. You told me that you were fan(2) cuz you do not know how you're feeling towards him. & you're afraid things would end up like how it ended off the previous times. I agree! would be feeling exactly the same as you if i were standing in your position right now.
Seeking for love? Nope! thats why i told big rabbit that i wouldn't go around seeking for love for fear that it'll end up like past experiences. One's enough for me to handle. You didn't seek for it i hope. Just let things take its natural course my dear girl! Take good care..
aBoUt LoVe..
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