dear God..just what is it that you want me to do? why is it that this is happening?? why are you giving me so many things to do?? Are you trying to tell me to spread your word?? Are you wanting me to share your love with those people who are sharing their problems with me?? Are you?? Please tell me..
its been a real long time since i last spoke to him..think the last time i saw him was during synergy and it was a hi-bye kinda situation..It came to me as a shock when i saw his sms lar..kinda started like.."so which uni are you going??" Shocked cuz i have stopped talking to him since that time. So i was curious and asked him why he wanted to know...he replied that he just wanted for the sake of wanting...like okie...
was just msging each other and i found out he was home today when he was suppose to be in camp..he said.."something happened at home.." Then, i knew something was wrong but tried to change the topic. But it seemed God wanted me to understand more about his situation. He decided to call me to tell me what happened..
you mean he wanted me to be his listening ear?? but why me?? Why not people who are much much closer to him?? people like f, w, his guy friends?? ME??
shocked i was, for he was cring over the phone. I didn't know what to say..no comforting words..just listened. He said he didn't wan to cry in front of me. I understand. Right then, all he needed was someone to hear him out..someone to just listen to him pour out all he had to say..I kept quiet.
How was i suppose to go about comforting him?? How should i phrase whatever i was suppose to say such that he would not be crying again?? What should I do to help me alleviate his sadness??
*big dawn..please teach me..
dear lord, I thank you for listening to me. The past few days hasn't been lived happily. I tried. But the situations of others brought my feelings down. Hurt i was feeling for them. Thanks for placing your healing hands upon gonggong. He's better now. Able to eat through his mouth..am now able to hear what he's saying..and he's able to move the right side of his body. That was really very comforting. Right now, all i need is for you to be by the side of my friends who have been through much more than they ever would in their lifetime. Be with them and release them from the emotional sufferings they've been going through. This i ask of you. They are..felice, delphine, yen, dawn and may...All these i ask in jesus' name...Amen!
aBoUt LoVe..
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