I'm feeling all so frustrated and down..affected by people around me..Like as though the whole world is falling down on me..strange feeling i would say..cuz nothing has happened much in my life..just that many people have been confiding in me about their life stories...so I've learnt alot! So much that I feel bad about how i'm living my life currently..Like i'm suppose to be happy and satisfied with whatever i have in life now..my accomplishments, my family, my friends..just everything i have! I should thank God..I really should...
Thats why I'm feeling bad..for i haven't been doing QT..i've not been attending church..i've totally lost touch with him...
read an article about the da vinci code..there was comparison of what the bible says and what dan brown features in his story..I wasn't faltered..but it only made me realise how much i didn't know about Him..
She finally told me what happened in her life..Something that I would least expect cuz she's always been so cheerful..Looks like she's been really good in hiding things from me..her mum got admitted today..into a mental hospital..she told me she felt really bad..seeing her mum being admitted into a mental hospital isn't something worth being happy about..she cried! not once..not twice..but more..yet i couldn't do anything except to sit there and continue doing whatever i was doing..Tell me what I can do!! I wanna help..I wanna say words of comfort..YET when i saw her tears of sadness, i kept quiet..only giving her the time to shed the tears she's kept within for such a long time...
another her told me that her bf asked her for more than what a gf would normally give..no prizes for guessing what he asked her for..Shocked i would say..though i don't personally know him..but for a guy to be saying what he said, is something i can't accept.."thats the reality of life" she told me..hehe..& obviously she didn't give it to him..she told him.."if you really want it, then i suggest a break.." he cried..seemingly wanting her forever..yet telling her.."everyone's doing it..why not give it a try??" GOSH! i'm so hoping to take a look at him and give him a SLAP! Where's that respect he was suppose to give his gf?? she's frustrated..cuz she doesn't know what to do..she's confused cuz she loves him..I really hope her decison wouldn't be faltered by her love for him..if only someone was here to counsel her..cuz i really dunnoe how to go about doing it..something which i've encountered for the first time..of course i'd stick to my stand and tell her to break~up with him..i don't know i don't know!
I only wished there was a 10 year series answer to questions of our LIFE...
aBoUt LoVe..
10:17 AM.
