it was raining..but somehow del and pat held on to the hope that it will stop..and it did..haha..thanks to them that we managed to enjoy ourselves even for just that few hours..fun fun fun! so you should organise another..(: JY's house?? BBQ?? sentosa?? hahaha...suggestions?? LOL
i know you're going to be reading this somehow someday..so small dawn would definitely BAN me from putting all these up in this really unrestricted place..but i thought i needed some place to just let out what i feel..
i've been thinking of him..(yes dawn...i haven't gotten over it after such a long time..)..you may ask.."is it worth the wait?? aren't there any better guys??" I wish I can stand by him and listen to wat he has to say about his army life..to just talk to him like we use to..but i can't..I wish I was the first person he'd turn to when he's sad, angry, happy, dissapointed..but i can't..all because my status in his life has changed..it has..believe it or not melinda...it has!
"stupid melinda! you're stupid!" yes dawn...indeed i am..
i've been missing him..thats a fact i can't lie to myself..
picking up my phone, wanting to send a message to him...but i'd end up deleting it...all because i dunnoe what to say...
if only you'd allow me to be with you...
if only you'd allow me to love you...
aBoUt LoVe..
10:19 PM.
