utterly confused i am, by whatever's been happening to people around me..
was told to do what i deem fit in handling those situations..things like NOT bothering about what other people may say of me..and wondering if what i say would have a impact on those people..
big dawn taught me..not to console people...but to hear them out..what they needed in those situations were people who will listen to them..support..plus love..She said.."its a failure to be losing somebody..but knowing that he/she is in heaven with God is a blessing.."
I told her that I wasn't going back to serve..because I had my reasons...She said i should! telling me that the reason for me going back to serve, should always be that of serving the almighty one. I hesitated...
26th May's coming...and i really wonder what it'll be like without char...would office be really quiet?? & on 2nd June, big dawn's leaving..who's going to hear me out and provide me with advices??
I'm so going to take up that social sciences course in SMU...not because I haven't received anymore letters from the other unis(which is true)..but more because i want to better understand how each individual is thinking and provide advices to them...I WANT!
everything that's been happening lately has strucked me that i'm leading a really simple and satisfying life..One that not many people is able to enjoy.
heh girl...i'm not all boy crazy okie..perhaps i'm just creating something gossipy for people to say..other than that, mel will always be the melinda that you once know..
& yes! I do look happy..& i sound happy..because I've found the reason and purpose for staying happy...
For he said he loves me..")
aBoUt LoVe..
10:22 AM.
