when did I become such a fool??
when did I learn to give up something I hold so dearly too so easily??
when did I learn to reject someone so flatly??
why did I turn them down when they asked me out shopping??
why is it that I would even give up a chance just to meet up with him??
why is it that she said that once I made my decision, nothing they say can falter it??
why is it that I'm isolating myself from them??
I seriously have my reasons..
I really hope tay will just sack me from work..
Yet yesterday, wini said something to me..
But I thought..
Even if they want me back to work for them I wouldn't..
Not because I don't like the people there..
But because I'm tired of working in the same environment..
People there are the BEST!
Yet because I'm selfish, I want to leave..
Its drawing me away from my friends..
Friends whom I've not been keeping in contact for a really long time..
I need time..
Time to get myself back into the mood of studying..
Time to get myself back on track..
To earn my friends back..
To go on a holiday and just forget everything that's been happening the past few months..
I've sent my appeal..
So I'm patiently waiting for their reply..
aBoUt LoVe..
10:18 AM.
