who's going to understand how i'm feeling if you don't??
who's going to be there to listen to me rant when you cannot??
I have my reasons for being who I am
I have my reasons for being so quiet..
yet once i've figured out some stuff will I be able to let go and start blabbering rubbish again..
1st day you got to know melinda?? come on..she's that kinda girl who will just keep quiet when something's wrong...& you know it! so stop asking..
I realised the outcome of my appeal today...so naturally my spirits was down..
seeing big dawn during lunch, hearing that she's doing well, is something that brought joy to my heart...cuz at least i know my senior is happy somewhere someplace..
& when she said.."going to school already huh??" my heart sank..yet i thought i should just smile for that very moment..
i was dissapointed..& tears welled up in my eyes..
if you can't stand my attitude then don't talk to me..
don't you know that melinda will have attitude problem when she's unhappy or sad..or DISSAPOINTED??
wouldn't you do the same thing??
you wouldn't want people coming to you and start asking stupid questions that you wouldn't answer..
you wouldn't want people to be joking around you and expect you to be joking with them..
I'm scared..afraid of starting school though I really wish to go back soon..
I dread going to office everyday..
who will understand my fears but only you..
aBoUt LoVe..
9:44 PM.
