kelvin said "you don't have to go..its not complusory wat...anyway if you have the x factor, guys will come to you..you wouldn't even have to make the first move..you don't have to worry lar..they'll come.."
so..you're saying i have that x factor they're looking for?? come on! thanks for that compliment..but i wouldn't dare accept it..
rachel said "go for it..afterall its better to be meeting new friends..& kelvin!! we don't only want to meet guys...we want to meet cute guys..."
wow! that wasn't on my mind..i just wanted to make friends..to not be left out..to be able to fit into campus life..to begin school with a new start..
i haven't decided...there's convo...and all the funny camps coming up...just which should i attend and which should i not?? JY's going to join dance..i'm still searching for mine..i definitely would want to join something i like..but telling me to go back to choir is something that i'll say no no to..
"how about sailing??" my bros asked..i said.."thats one possibility..but i haven't sailed since i stepped out of MJC..& i'd only sailed for 3 months then.. do you think i'd be able to handle the trainings and courses at sea??"
all these stuff are getting on my nerves..matriculation procedure is driving me crazy..tuition is killing me..now comes deciding if i should go for my camps..
its difficult for me to break into a new life without new friends..that i know...but breaking the ice between my faculty peers is kinda difficult..i'll just hope he'll be with me..
she asked if it was possible to be in love with someone and still care for another..i told her.."it is possible..for guys.." but for us..i guess it all depends on the individual..i only know the answer for myself..
aBoUt LoVe..
2:40 PM.
