Must each supposedly wonderful and happy day end like this?
Quarrels never subsides
Stupid arguments prevails
:'(
2 people can never be together and not quarrel
Even the simplest couples have their bit on such silly mistakes
Why can't 2 people be together for the simplest fact of loving each other?
Isn't love something between 2 people? why must others have a say in it?
Why can't people just give them the support and pull them through?
Wasn't it fate that brought them together?
Why did God even designate a time and place for them to meet and be drawn close together when they were not meant for each other?
Why then did He send people to tell him/her that they don't support their relationship?
Is this a test? A test of their love to Him? Or is it simply a test of their relationship?
To strengthen or weaken their relationship?
Why then can 2 people be together FOREVER?
There's no forever mel..don't be innocent..
Why then must we keep thinking that we'll end up with whoever we're with now?
A projection to the future?
But who knows the future?
Do you?
My future lies in the hands of the Lord and I have no say in it..
So all I can do is to enjoy every moment I have with baby kelv
Be it ending each day in a joyous or sad moment, I'll still thank him for loving me..
Each day becomes a miracle for me to know that we're still in love with each other..
Because I'll never know when it'll come the day when baby kelv will stop loving me..
Even though he says he'll love me till the earth runs dry and the planets stop turning(okie I'm exaggerating)..but how would I know that this will last?
As much as I hope and wish for it to last forever, there's always this uncertainty in it..
I wouldn't know if God had planned him for me..
I wouldn't know if God would one day take baby kelv away from me leaving me all so depressed and unloved..
SO MUCH that I WILL NOT want to love anymore..
its certainly too hurting..TOO HURTING!!!! :'(
"He will do something new today mel..just for you.."
aBoUt LoVe..
9:44 PM.
